Well this is my first fan fic ever so i dont know how good it really will be, so reviews good and bad will be great

Oh and i dont own spirited away lol


Note To Self, I Miss You Terribly, This Is What We Call A Tradegy, Come Back To Me, Come Back To Me, To Me

"7 years" she thought. "7 years I waited for him and he never came back. What happened? Did he forget about me? Or did Yubaba not let him leave? But he said he'd be ok with his name back" she sighed. "Maybe I should move on"

The cool autumn breeze blew in from the open window she was sat at making her soft long brown hair sweep back from her face

Another sigh

"I should move on, I mean Yuki has asked me the school dance, it would be a good opportunity to move on, and he is the cutest boy in the school, just not as cute as my Haku, hmm"

She climbed down from the window and looked at the clock. 4am. It was the same every night, she'd sit up for hours thinking about Haku and if he was ever really coming back for her. She was always surprised she managed to get up and stay awake through the day but she managed it, even if she did look very pale and was starting to look painfully skinny. That was another problem, food just didn't seem appealing anymore, not after she'd seen her parents turn into pigs because they ate too much.

She climbed into bed, maybe shed get a few hours sleep.


The alarm went off at 7am sharp. Tiredly she switched it off and got up not wanting to sleep anymore.

"Hey Chihiro you up??" a voice called from outside her bedroom door

"Yeh mom im up" she replied

"Okay hun, come and get some breakfast before you go to school"

Chihiro didn't reply. Her mom was always trying to get her to eat breakfast but she never did. There had been countless arguments about her weight, Chihiro always insisting she didn't have a problem, she just was never hungry.

She looked at herself in the mirror. She was thin. Even her friends had started to comment on it. But there was nothing she could do about it. But maybe Haku could. She always thought Haku could fix her problems.

She got washed and dressed and went out the door towards school, avoiding her parents and breakfast.

Waiting at the end of the road was her best friend Misha. Chihiro had many friends but none she trusted as much as Misha. Misha was the only one who knew about Haku, and had actually believed her.

She was easily the prettiest girl in the school, her long blonde hair, dazzling green eyes, fine featured face and slim toned body made her stunning.

"Hey Chi!" Misha called "You studied for the test today?"

"Me study, no way" Chihiro replied with a smile. Misha always made her smile for some reason

"Ha ha thought not. But you know your grade average is really low this year, maybe you should study for one test just so you pass the year"

Chihiro smiled. She knew she didn't have to study, her grades were always low but it never mattered, she always passed the year.

They arrived at the school gates and Chihiro turned round to Misha and said "Il see you in class, there's something I have to do" she knew Misha wouldn't question what.

She walked over to the football pitch and to the boys getting a game in early before school started. Most of them lived football. She spotted Yuki easily. His white blonde hair shinned in the morning sun and he was elegantly tall, running around the pitch effortlessly. Chihiro stood at the side waiting to be noticed. Boys always noticed her.

It didn't take long for Yuki to see her and come running over. He knew she was there to speak to him.

"Chihiro, how are you?" he said with formality and a softness which made his voice sound perfect and one you could listen to for hours.

"Im fine" she replied as she gazed into his dazzling blue eyes. "Ive got answer for you."

"You certainly take your time" he grinned cheekily in reply

It had been a while. 5 days since he'd left her a white rose at her desk with at note asking her to the dance. All the girls had been jealous saying how romantic he was and how she had to go with him.

"I had to think" she replied

He didn't ask what about, he had a feeling he wouldn't get an answer anyway. Chihiro was a very mysterious girl, but that added to her appeal he thought

"Yes" she said and walked away

Yuki stood there with a cocky smile on his face for a moment before running back to the game.

It was always that way, the cutest and most popular people in the school always went to the dances together. Of course Misha was the prettiest girl in the school everyone knew but she never dated since she thought none of the boys she met were good enough for her, but second best was no bad thing for Yuki.


The day passed uneventless for Chihiro. She sat her test and knew she wouldn't have failed it but not done her best either.

"Sooo Chi your going with Yuki to the school dance" said Misha as she bounced up next to Chihiro as they were walking out of school at the end of the day. "it's the hottest gospi all round school"

Chihiro blushed "Well yehhh, I thought why not, I mean its not like Haku is going to come back from the spirit world just to take me to a dance" she laughed

"Ah yes true, well anyways your going to need a new outfit so that means shopping!" she giggled and got out her dads credit card.

Chihiro threw her a look saying you know I can't afford new clothes

"Think of it as an early Christmas present" misha smiled.

After and 2 hours of shopping they'd finally found the right outfit. They'd decided against a dress as that was too typical and Chihiro wasn't typical, and gone for extremely short demin shorts which would be worn over black tights, found a gorgeous deep purple top with a plunging neckline that loosely clung to her tiny figure which was brought in at the waist by a large silver belt. Then to perfect the outfit some stunning silver shoes with a 6 inch killer heel.

The end result was that Chihiro looked incredible.

"Remember to come round to mine before the dance so I can do your hair and make up okay" grinned Misha

"Yeh will do" Chihiro smiled back "oh and misha thank you sooo much for all of this yeh"

"aw don't worry your worth it hun" and with that Misha gave Chihiro a quick hug and bounced off to talk to some boys who had been eying her up for the past hour.


Back in her room that night Chihiro tried on her new outfit. 'Wow' she thought 'I really do look good in this. I wonder if Haku would like it' she giggled.

That night she dreamt of a white dragon and a green hair young man whispered to her 'Chihiro you looked beautiful, il see you soon my darling'


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