A/N Hey everyone this is my first fan fic so please let me know what you think of it and review thanks.A massive thank you to Jem for being my beta xx

The Reluctant Superstar.

It was a grey dark day in but in truth it usually was as Ireland doesn't really get much sunshine and I lazed in bed again. You see my life had be turned upside down 2 weeks ago when the love of my life or so I thought called off our engagement a month to our wedding spineless git. Apparently it took his dumb ass four years to work out that he wasn't truly happy with me. He wasn't truly happy with the black eye Alice gave him either or the fat lip Rosalie gave him.

Ahh Alice and Rosalie my two loyal I'll beat the shit out of you if you come near her again best friends who bless their hearts were trying to lift me out of my depression and failing desperately.

"Bella are you awake?" Alice cheered through the door why was she so god damn happy?

"Noooooo I'm not Alice" I groaned knowing in about 2 seconds she would burst in the door.

"Well you are now so get your sexy ass up we" she motioned to her and Rosalie "have got a surprise for you pretty girl" she grinned widely.

"Yep we are taking you on a little girl's tour" Rosalie smiled.

"Guys I don't know" I protested knowing it was going to do no good when these two concocted a plan it was pointless trying to disagree.

"You are going Bella you have sat and cried about that waste of space Mike too long now you have a date with a shower move it." Alice demanded I swear she must have been a dictator in a former life.

"And when your out I'll have packed your case and we can make you look half way decent for out trip." Rosalie smiled.

"Whatever" I groaned getting out of bed for what felt like the first time in days and plodded off to the bathroom to take my shower.

I had to admit the warm water did relax my muscles but once I was alone all my insecurities came to the surface and I felt those damn tears build up again.

Why wasn't I good enough for Mike of a sudden I didn't understand. Was there another girl? Did he ever love me? Would anyone ever love me again?

I sat in the shower until the water ran cold and cried my heart out until the little knock came at the door.

"Bells are you ok hunny?" Rosalie asked softly opening the door as she shook her head when she saw me in a ball sobbing.

"Rose what's wrong with me?" I sobbed.

"Don't you start this shit again Bella Swan you're an amazing, beautiful, sexy woman and that idiot has no clue what he has lost." Rose replied in a firm tone wrapping her arms around me.

"Maybe I shouldn't have been spending so much time at work. I drove him away Rose, I was so wrapped up in my show that I neglected him. I let that stupid award get to my head and I drove him away." I was hysterical at this point my head was spinning with reasons as to why he had walked out on me.

"Bella fuck him you're an award winning Radio DJ and he is a selfish slob don't you cry another tear over him, now get up we are going to get you dressed and get you ready for our trip." Rose pulled my up off the floor of the shower and hugged me.

"Thanks Rose" I smiled weakly at her. I loved Rose and her confidence boosting talks but somehow I doubted it was enough to help me get through this mess today.

So here I was sitting at my desk as Rose styled my hair and Alice did my make up I seriously would be lost without these two. When they were finished I was well impressed with the results and that's when it hit me.

"Fuck Mike stupid asshole" I roared.

"That's my girl" Rose smiled as Alice jumped shocked from my out burst.

"Who the fuck does he think he is? Im Bella Fucking Swan Meteor Award Winning National Radio Dj. Stupid ass he doesn't know what he just walked out on." I shouted again.

"You go girl." Alice screamed throwing her arm around me and grabbing Rose with the other.

"This is going to be the best holiday ever." Rose smiled at out reflection in the mirror the 3 amigos ready to take on the world. For the first time in 2 weeks I finally felt like things were starting to look better maybe this holiday was exactly what I needed.

"Let's get to the airport." Alice giggled.

"Let's go." I smiled at my 2 beautiful best friends excited for our trip to god only knows where with these two.

So there you have it please let me know what you