Disclaimer: I don't own the twilight series Stephanie scored on that one I just get some nice people very anger.

Bella: Why would anyone be angry Edwards in this story?

Me: The things you will learn, my dear, the things you will learn

Bella: What are you talking about?

Me: Read the story and you'll see!

Chapter One: The End

There was a pause as t repeated the words in my head a few times, sifting through them for their real intent.

"You…don't…want me?"I tried out the words, confused by the way they sounded, placed in that order.

"No."

I stared, uncomprehending, into his eyes. He stared back without apology. His eyes were like topaz-hard and clear and very deep. I felt like I could see into them for miles and miles, yet nowhere in their bottomless depths could I see a contradiction to the word he'd spoken.

"Well, that changes things."

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"Of course, I'll always love you…in a way. But what happened the other night made me realize that it's time for a change. Because I'm…tired of pretending to be something I'm not, Bella. I am not human."

"Don't, don't do this."

"You're not good for us, Bella"

"Alice isn't coming back," I realized. My voice was blank with disbelief.

"No. They're all gone. I convinced them that a clean break would be better for you."

"You told them to leave me?" I was dizzy, it was hard to concentrate.

He took a step away from me, ignoring my question. "That's everything I suppose. We won't bother you again. Goodbye, Bella."

"Wait!" but he was gone.

"Kill me" I whispered. My mind probably imagined him turning around to listen but I felt like he was listening.

"Kill me, I have nothing left, Kill me, drain my blood, I don't care anymore! Kill me you murderer just like you did all the others. If you, ever loved me then kill me! Because there is no reason to live anymore"

I no longer felt his presence. I was alone until the day I died I'd be alone. All I had left was what he left me with; pain, anger, and suffering. The joy of life had left me I was dead inside numb and hollow. I no longer had a future and I am no stuck in this hell hole until I died. I wanted everything I had once had back so stupidly I tried to follow him. I don't know when I stopped trying and I don't know where I stopped I only know that there was no sky when I fell to the ground. I let the darkness consume me and closed by eyes knowing that when they opened it would only be worse; simply because I knew I would still be alive.

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I saw it all; us graduating together, we went to college and in our junior year he proposed to me in front of the whole family, we had a big church wedding, we had a son who looked exactly like him, we lived in a small apartment and eventually moved into a house when I was pregnant with our daughter, we grew old together happily, and died his in arms. He was human in that reality.

Then another life came into view; we graduated high school, he turned me into a vampire, we eloped and most weren't very pleased, we lived for eternity together happily. When seeing this life I desperately missed our children but I would have him forever and never worry about losing him. We were both vampires in this reality.

It was painfully obvious that the second reality wasn't as sweet as the first but made up for it in security. I knew that neither of these would ever come true especially not the first but I also realized that we had to be the same for any kind of happy ending and I had to be with him to be happy. But I had no happy ending future; he took that away from me.

I never said any of their names in my head. It would burn to say such things and it would most likely ruin those fairy tales I so desperately want to believe were real. I had to stop kidding myself and finally learn they chose to leave me they didn't want me, he didn't want me. My life would never be the fairytale I wanted and it was time for me to get over it.

That's when I stared to hear the things around me. I could hear hushed tones and incessant beeping noise. Then the smell hit me and I felt a tense pain in back, neck, and head. I had a pretty good guess where I was now it was just time to face it and open my eyes.

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I secretly looked around with my eyes still half way closed. I was right there were those awful blinds, walls painted a light green color, hideous chairs, and a bunch of tubes and wires connected to me. I was in another hospital I might as well just live in one. The ugly robe made me groan uncontrollably and in an instant a man was in my room, guessing he was the doctor, hot but I've seen gorgeous. That thought made me sick to my stomach, I will not think about them that way. A woman followed behind him, I'm guessing she was my nurse. I was waiting for them to ask me the stupid standard questions after being out for a day but they stared incredulously like they didn't know what to say. So I decided to help them out a little.

"Ok I've been through this before I know I was out of it for a couple of days but serious you guys look like you've a ghost rise from the dead" at that there expression turned shocked and worried.

"A couple of days?" said the nurse whose name I saw was daisy.

"Miss Swan are you sure you're feeling okay?" said doctor Hillshire.

"I'd be a lot better if you two would stop staring like that!" I snapped but they were getting annoying!

"Miss Swan we are sorry to stare but I'm afraid to tell you have been here more than a few days. Nurse please inform her parents that Miss Swan is up and alert." With that nurse Daisy had left without a word.

"Did you say parents? Ugh, Charlie called Renee that was dumb of him. She is probably all stressed over this and this is no big deal a week at most in here is no reason to call mom. I bet Phil misses her a lot unless he came too which would make things even more ridiculous!" while I was mumbling to myself Dr. Hillshire was again staring at me until I stopped.

"Miss Swan you haven't just been here for a few days or just a week, you have been checked into his hospital since the middle September."

"Okay so what is the date then Doc?"

"Today is January nineteenth, Miss Swan you have been here for the past four months."

"Ok that's not funny doctor I'm sorry if doc offended you or something but making up horrible lies like that is just rude!"

"I would never tell a lie like that Miss Swan. You have been here since the twenty- first of September after they found lost in the woods."

Then I knew that what he was telling me was true. I haven't seen a real face in months, I haven't moved in months that's why my back hurts and my legs are numb. Last thing I remember before the other lives was the forest. Last person I had seen was him; the last voice belonged to him. Now I found out that he had also taken four months from me and I snapped inside. He only took from me and hasn't given anything back in the last four months. He left me with anger and now it was what fueled me. I felt nothing towards any of them but hatred. I started shaking and the pain in my head worsened.

"What happened to my head it feels like someone to bat and hit me like I was a piñata?"

"Miss Swan the night they found you that night, your skull was cracked and they found you by a huge rock. By the x-rays we can see multiple bruises and a very big crack suggesting that the pain was intentional and that's what caused your coma. Miss Swan I have to ask, did you do this to yourself?"

"I fell that's all I remember doc and I don't think it's any of your business anyway, so I've you don't mind can you get me a glass of water or something my throat is as dry as the Sahara."

" Of course it is my business since I'm your doctor but as soon as Daisy is done calling your parents, I'll have her bring you a cup of water." And with that the doctor was gone and I was left in this god forsaken room waiting for some water although I wasn't the least bit thirsty.

I was thinking about what the doc had said suggesting that the pain was intentional of course it was. Every pain I had felt that night was intentional and I know who to blame for that but then I have to wonder if someone had found me and hurt me after I had fell. Just then Daisy came in with my water and a bendy straw. She offered to help me drink and I told her that was absolutely unnecessary and that I was an adult not a five year old. She really seemed sad that I didn't want her help but truth was I didn't want anyone's help. I felt surprisingly better after that small cup of water I chugged. I had a feeling that if I ate something I would realize I was starving. Then, I remembered the time that he told me those things and it was him who had been right. I again felt the anger rising within me and when I saw Daisy still sitting there I couldn't control myself.

"You are a nurse not a slave why don't you bother some of the other patients with your presence."

I didn't mean to be cruel to her but she was making extremely easy for me she stood and walked towards the door. Then she turned around and spoke to me for the last time in my life.

"Miss Swan I didn't mean to bother you I was simply trying to give you some support its obvious now that you are not very fond of support, I will escort your family once they arrive, but take my advice people who stop accepting help will never get the help." And she had left just like that.

"Stupid Jedi mind tricks, and word voodoo doesn't scare me lady." I said to her even though I knew she couldn't hear me and even if she could she wasn't listening.

While I waited I bugged the nurses except for Daisy but mostly I bugged Dr. Hillshire because he was the easiest and most fun to annoy. I asked every nurse for a cup of water and then asked every one of them to help to the bathroom. It seems wicked but it made me smile and I deserved to smile even at the expense of other people.

Right when I was going to ask doctor Hillshire for something to eat, a smile fell upon his face.

"What's got you all smiley doc did you get lucky with nurse Daisy or something?"

"No Miss Swan, your parents are here and the test we ran came out positive so you are free to leave today." And I swear I heard him whisper under his breath "and I'm glad to see you leave."

"Well that's too bad doc I was gonna ask for some grub but now I'll just have to tell my folks that they don't feed the coma patients."

"I'll bring you a tray Miss Swan. It was nice having you if you remember anything or feel any pain just come back and see us ok?"

"Sure sure"

I waited for like ten minutes and then the doc brought me a tray with processed turkey, mashed potatoes, green beans, apple sauce, and apple juice. I began to devour the turkey even if it was processed and then I sipped by juice I spat it out it was horrible. I was tried the green beans and potatoes only to realize how equally vulgar they were as well. It was only when I grabbed my apple sauce had doc coughed on purpose. I looked up and the faces I saw made me drop my apple sauce.

There were certain faces I didn't ever suspect to see.

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