Title: An idiot in love
Name: Linn
E-mail: linnrothen@hotmail.com
Raiting: G
Summary: This is my version of the first episode of season three.
Jess thinks about how Stars Hollow and Rory have changed his life and
Rory thinks about how Jess have changed her life.

Jess´s POV:
When I first came to Stars Hollow I just thought about goin´ back to New York, but now it´s diffrent.
When I went back to New York and saw my friends. They went to a rave, stole or something like that.
I don't like to do things like that anymore. I have changed, I realize that now.
The person that has changed my life is Rory. She was the only person that wanted to be friends with me when I came here.
Oh Rory. It must be a girl like her in every small town;
just as nice, pure and beautiful.
She´s everything that a guy could ever wish for,
she´s everything I have ever wished for.
I know that Dean still doesn´t like the idea that Rory and I are friends, but I don´t care.
I´m Rory´s friend , but I want to be more than that.
I want to whipe out her tears if they would fall, I want to take her hand in mine when everyone can see us and
I want to kiss her like she is beeing kissed for the first time. I can only dream about all that, but I´m hoping that one day it will be more than that.

When she walks through the door to the diner every day, Luke always finds me smiling at Rory or looking at her.
He knows that I have feelings for Rory and the rest of the town knows it also.
He´s in love with Lorelai. I always tell him that he is, but he always denies it.
It shows that me and Luke are alike, we have both fallen for the Gilmore girls.

When Rory kissed me, it felt like we lifted from the ground and we where both floating on cloud nr nine. I kissed her back, but when I laid my hands on her waist, she pushed me away.
Then she walked away and I thought about what I did wrong.
I´m what my friends in New York said that I was, an idiot in love.


Rory POV
When I think about Jess, I always ask myself a question;
Friendship or love?
Now I have an answer. I realized it when the car accident happened. I was wondering where Jess where, not that wanting to see Dean. I rememberd when Jess was new here.
We stood outside the market, talking when Dean came out and Jess asked me if he was my boyfriend.
He sounded disapointed and it looked like he wanted to hear a no.

I know that I have to brake up with Dean. Lane tells me that every day.

Oh Jess, that guy have certainly changed my life. He puts words in my mouth when I have forgotten them,
he finds the perfect books for me when I have nothing to read, he´s always
a guy that I can call 2.30 in the morning when I can´t sleep and he knows exactly what kind of music I like.

When I see him at a distance, I just want to run into his arms and almost knock him over. I want to kiss him forever and forever.
I want to run my fingers through his lovley black hair and I want his scent on me.

Jess POV
When I walk these streets I always think about how Rory´s feets have touched the ground. I know it´s a weird thing to think about, but I do that.

There she is, with her face in a book. As usual. She looks up, like someone has called her name. She looks around and then she notice me.
I smile at her, so she sees that I have seen her.

Rory POV
He´s just standing there, smiling at me. I smile back and I close my book and I start to run towards him.
When I reach him, he takes me into his arms and puts his face into my hair. After a while he just looks at me.

J: I love you, you know.
R: And I love you Jess Mariano.
J: You do? Then I´m having a lucky day.

They kiss and they continues to hold each other.
Fade out
End of ep!