Not my show but, my plot. Jordan's POV cause there isn't a lot and I don't think I could pull off Angela's 'deep' but, truly high school thoughts.
Jordan POV~
I was walking down the hall when I like, saw her talking to that guy again, it was like she flirting or whatever. I had talked to that Graff chick, that's her friend and is always hooking up with Tino, the other day when I was smoking during lunch, and she didn't know anything except that she thinks Angela was over me. She wasn't sure though because she like hadn't been able to hang out with Angela a lot lately; something about needing to be sober and like a burden. So I talked to that guy who is always hanging around them, Rickie and he said he didn't think she likes him. I don't really know he like talked a lot, like saying the same thing over and over without ever actually saying anything final. As I came closer I saw him reach out to tuck her hair behind her ears and I snapped making me do something I never would have done before meeting Angela. I made an actual decision about something besides having sex with a girl. I walked up to them and pulled Angel back and into my arms while glaring at the guy who had the balls to touch her at all.
"Keep your hands off my girl." I shocked myself with being blunt and actually saying what I was thinking. Angela started to squirm around and seemed to be about to protest so I picked her up over my shoulder and walked away from the confused looking kid. I saw Shane and cursed my luck, I was hoping I'd be able to like get to my car without anyone else seeing that I like cared what Angela does and that she was like blowing me off for a week or so.
"Catalano. Who do you have there?" He shouted as I came closer. I felt Angele shift and then heard her voice.
"Hi. Um do you like mind the blood is all flowing to my head and since he insists on like carrying me I need to direct him to the art wing." It surprised me with how much she just talked she's normally like shy around the people I hang out with. It must be like from the blood all like going to her head like she said.
"Yeah, see ya man." I started on my way and kept walking only turning when Angela told me to. We came into a room that had easels all over and tables covered with like paint blotches. I set her down and now that my anger was like gone I felt like the idiot everyone but, Angela admits I am. I bit my thumb and shoved my other hand in my pocket while looking around trying to avoid her green eyes.
"So, uh, what was like with that um, like caveman act or whatever?" She asked the question I was like hoping she wouldn't but, that was like a stupid wish again. I didn't feel like answering and figured that a fight would like distract her.
"So like, what was up with you and that like guy flirting or whatever? It seemed like you liked it enough to blow me off or something?" I was hoping she'd like get mad easily like she seems to like do all the time when she's embarrassed.
"Nothing is going on. I was like talking to him because he's like been helping me with something. You know like just a friend besides he doesn't like, like me like that. His types are more like Rickie or something like Rayanne; artsy, dramatic or whatever." I didn't know what she meant by either Rickie or Rayanne; I like thought Rickie was like a guy and Rayanne didn't like date one guy or whatever.
"Like, um, what was he like helping you like with?" I was somewhat curious and it like kept me from having to like answer her.
"Umm, well, I was like rethinking us like only being friends and since it was like my idea to break up or whatever without like giving it an actual chance I like thought I'd do something big. He's good at art and I had this picture of you like leaning on your car where you look like really happy and so um, I had him help me paint it. Well he did most of it, well what's done anyway. I painted this banner thing though." Throughout her ramblings she moved to the back of the room and pulled out one of those paint things, I think that Angela called them a canvas one time and, something else. She uncovered the painting and there was a picture tacked up in the corner that I recognized, it was a picture of me and Angela was standing next to me and it looked like we were both like, laughing. I looked over to her and saw her holding a sign looking thing. It looked like it spelt out 'take me back please!' in red. I figured since I never really put myself out there and took a risk to start everything between us I'd do something big this time to show that I'm like, ready to like be with you." I stared at her not sure what t like think. Of course I wanted to try again; she was one of the only people to have ever actually believed in me. I'm not sure if she like meant being with me as in juts like dating or something or have sex but, like either way I wasn't going to like make a big deal and like pressure her to have it like happen. That's how I fucked it up the first time.
"Before I say anything, I hope you know that I'll never be like the person you like want me to be where I like say smart things or anything at all sometimes and I probably never like be really emotional or whatever, especially in front of like other people or whatever."
"I know and I should have known like the first time around. I'm sorry about that. I'm also sorry that you like got jealous over Cory." I looked at her confused and she explained. "The guy you thought I was like flirting with or whatever. I'm sorry about blowing you off too, that's not what I meant to do." I nodded trying to think about how to answer.
"I'm not the only one you have like blown off. Graff said she hasn't seen much of you, Rickie probably hasn't seen you a lot. I'm like sorry if you haven't been hanging out with your friends because of like me." I like actually meant that too.
"Oh, no it's like nothing like that. I have been seeing Rickie, he asked me to help with the play when I could and I have, that's how I met that Cory guy. Rayanne kinda like brought it on herself for me not liking hanging out with her. She was in like AA and doing like really well and then she just picked up her drinking again and it's testing our friendship because she like said her not drinking any more was like possible because of me and Rickie." I just looked at her and tried to absorb what I could of the like, too much information she gave me.
"Well if you could like just make sure you still hang out with your friends and keep doing what you like. I would like be willing to give us another try. Like for real." I looked down and bit the side of my thumb as I finished and then felt her tiny body smashing into me with her arms going around my neck. I took me a little bit but, I like finally, managed to think enough to wrap my arms around her waist and held her to me.
