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How could Bella want such a fate cast upon her? Didn't she realize what she was giving up? Didn't she understand that the change would be permanent, that she wouldn't get a second chance? I would trade anything to be human. To be released from these walls that stopped my dreams being fulfilled. Now, here she was, planning, wanting and begging to be like me. A vampire, chained, only by herself.

I never thought Edward would've agreed. In fact, I was thrilled when he first told her that he would never 'damn her to hell.' But as the day of their wedding closes in on us, Bella is mentally preparing herself for the change. Of course, we must change her now, or Volturi will kill us. But even that has to better than being soulless, right?

When Bella has changed, and Edward and her are wed, I will convince Emmett to leave with me. I can't live with a girl I've despised for so long.

"Rose," Edward interrupted my thoughts. Damn him, reading minds and all. He laughed, and I knew he'd heard my last thought.

"You can't leave. Bella will be a newborn. We'll need all the help we have." I snarled menacingly at him. What use was being able to hear people's thoughts, if you didn't even take them into account?

"I have to Edward. If I don't, I swear I'll kill her." His eyes flashed. Even I knew I couldn't kill a newborn. Especially with Edward, Alice, Jasper, Carlisle and Esme watching her every move. For a moment, I hated Edward. He was the reason Bella was giving up everything I wanted. To be with him, for eternity.

"I want to be with her as well, Rose. Stay. For me," his golden eyes implored mine.

No, no, no. Edward would not change my mind. The wedding I could handle, seeing Edward happy was a gift to me, after seeing him so lonely for the last century.

"I can't."

"You can," he argued. All right, I could. I just didn't want to. But how would you feel, watching someone throw away all your wildest dreams? Throw away something that you would give anything for. Of all people, I thought Edward would understand. Everything that he had wanted her to keep, just a few weeks ago, those things, were the reasons I hated her. A child, I would give anything for a child. A beautiful baby, one to call my own. To be a proud mother, and watch her baby grow. To experience the feeling of sending a child off to school, knowing in a flash of time, they will leave you. To watch someone you've adored and cared for, fall in love, with someone who will treat them right.

"You could adopt," Edward whispered.

"What would you say if Bella said that to you?" I snapped, and he was silent again. Probably listening to my thoughts. It's not like I hadn't considered adoption before, but would it be the same? A small, innocent child destined to age, but have a frozen mother? An innocent baby, to have their fate decided for them? To become soulless, damned to hell by their own parents? Volturi would find out. Volturi would demand death. Never, could I inflict that on an innocent child, or my beloved family.

I didn't notice Edward leave. I didn't notice the rest of my family enter the room. I didn't hear Bella's sobs upstairs or Edward soothing her. I felt bad, knowing Bella's sobs were for me. I glanced up, only for a moment, to see Alice, Jasper, Emmett, Carlisle and Esme looking at me, a concerned looked plastered on their faces. I saw a pained look on Emmett's face, and I knew he didn't want to leave our family.

"Don't leave," Alice whispered. I sat in silence, cursing Edward for telling them, but deep down, I promised myself I would never leave my family.

A/N: This is what I think was running through Rosalie's mind.

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