You can see the sorrow in her eyes

Much before it comes spilling out theday

"Nothing" and smile

Whisper "Everything, I hope it stops"

She stares at you with tear filled eyes

As she still holds the glass

"you just don't understand" and frown

"what happens when you're me"

So bite my lip, close my eyes,

Dream of some place better

"You can't do much-" shut up, lock up the emotions

"to repair what you've fucked up" and finish

So slit the wrists that trembleNUMBTHEPAIN

Kiss the blackened eyes WITHHOPE

Say the God damn prayer

weeping as you speak

And hold the hand so tight DONTLETGO

And lay me down to fucking sleep!

INTEARS

Meghan, July 5, 2006