Hell was fire and pain and fear and knowing mommy wasn't ever coming back.
Hell was Sammy leaving him because he was a freak and dad leaving him behind because he was a failure.
Hell was knowing dad was dead because he wasn't strong enough and Sam was dead because he wasn't fast enough.
When he decided he was going to Hell for real, knowing that Sammy would live and dad would be waiting was enough.
And then dad got free and Sam came back wrong and he'd never known Hell after all.
He did now.
