So, I kept listening to 'Never Alone' By The Barlow Girls. When I looked at the lyrics, this idea popped in my head, I began writing and BAM! This is my story.

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My Heart Mourns For You

Finding Myself

Chapter 1

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"Please, don't go." Tears came down her face. She held onto the boy's hand.

"I have to go. We don't belong together. I'm-i'm just gonna end up hurting you!"

"No! You won't, we do belong together. If you leave you're breaking your promise!" Her voice cracked a bit.

His face was content, no feelings in his expression or his eyes, "I know..."

He turned to her. She was looking at him with a hurt expression.

"Goodbye…Kairi." He gave her a kiss on the cheek and walked away. Kairi was left there on the bench sobbing. She felt numb. She would never forget this, not ever.

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One Year later

Kairi's POV

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He left me a year ago, today was my 'anniversary' for my broken heart. He never turned back to take one last glimpse. I told myself this would never haunt me, but it did. I was weak, letting stupid things overcome me. I did my usual routine, get dressed, eat breakfast, brush teeth, and then go to school. I became somber. For the past year I did nothing. Everyone tried to help me, but they never tried hard enough. I thought they were pathetic for helping, but each day I began wondering, maybe if I gave them an actual chance.

Walking to school was a drag. People would try catching up to me. Starting an interesting conversation with me was probably a difficulty for them. They didn't know my interests anymore. I lost touch.

The only person I could trust was my Grandma, but she passed away last spring.

Flashback

My mom and I were at the hospital, sitting by my dying grandmother. She looked so pale and fragile. I silently cried by her side. I couldnt believe she was leaving too. She was the second most important person in my life. Her reassuring hugs and smiles were soon to be memories.

"Kairi, my dear don't cry." I turned to her.

"Grandma, I-I don't want you to leave. Please, don't go." Pain was in my voice.

"I will never leave you." Her hand reached over to mine, she held it to her heart, "My heart will always be with yours. I would never imagine of leaving my sweet grandchild. You are too precious to leave."

"Grandma...Is he still in my heart?"

"He is indeed. He never left, as you never left his. Even though you don't see him anymore, your heart is with his."

Her hands were so cold. I was in pain, "You know. Your right, about everything before...I should never let anything over come me."

She smiled a faint smile, "Be strong, even when times get hard."

FlashbackOver

Her last words ran through my head every day. But I did let things over come me, I let her down. The school bell rang from a far. I was going to be late. Again. I didn't care. When I got to the office, they handed me my slip just like everyday.

"Mrs. Kurai, late again. Take your seat." Mr. Stone looked at me with a disappointed face. I seemed to be a disappointment. He began a lecture on China's history of the Great Wall of China. The minutes ticked by like hours.

"Hey, Kairi." It was Riku trying to get my attention.

I turned my head slightly, "What?"

"What are you doing today?"

"Nothing. Why?"

"The gang and I are gonna go to the movies. Wanna tag along?"

I took a moment to think. I should go, actually give an effort to become my old self.

For once, I agreed. Riku was quite satisfied with my answer. Oddly enough I began smiling. My day was going by great. Lunch came around and I sat by Namine.

"Kairi!" Namine squealed.

"Hey." I tried starting a conversation, "What movie are we gonna see?"

"We still didn't agree yet."

"I want to see The Dark Knight." Pence blurted out.

"Yeah!" Roxas, Riku, Olette, and Hayner all agreed in unison.

I shrugged, "Why not?"

"HEY! I never got a say in this!" Namine huffed and crossed her arms.

I laughed at her. Everyone looked at me in amazement.

"What? Is there something on my face?"

"No its just…we haven't heard you laugh in a long time. Its really great to have you back." Roxas spoke, what he said really hit me. I haven't heard myself laugh in a while either.

"Yeah, I guess I am my old self again."

After lunch the day became more and more pleasing. I started to sit by my friends again.

"Kairi! Wait up!" It was Olette running to catch up, "Hey, do you want to met up at my house before the movies?"

"Sure. I'll be over after I change."

"Okay. Bye Kairi!" Olette ran off to Hayner. When I saw the look on his face when he saw her, pain shivered through my body. Hot burning tears trickled down my face. I wiped my face and ran.

Why? Every time, you pop in my head. I HATE YOU!

I fell to my knees. My hands were holding my face.

I pulled myself together and got ready. I wore a black hoodie with jeans.

I headed towards Olette's house. She only lived two blocks so, no hassle. She was waiting on her porch with Hayner.

"Hey guys." I greeted.

"Hey Kairi." Hayner waved.

"When are they coming?"

"Soon." Olette answered.

Just then Riku and Roxas were around the corner. Roxas raced up to Olette's porch. He seemed happy to see me.

"We're gonna meet Namine at the movie theatre, Pence can't come, he got grounded." Riku sighed, "So let's get going?"

We walked to the theatre. Roxas stood by me, he was staring at the ground.

"So. Kairi, how are you?"

"I'm doing better."

"That's great. We've missed you."

"Really? Thanks."

It was awkward talking. No subject was coming to me, so we just walked in silence again. The theatre was in sight. I could see Namine by the ticket booth. She was waving her hand frantically.

I waved back.

"Kairi! I got your ticket. You don't have to pay me back." Namine smiled and handed me the small piece of paper.

"Thanks Namine."

Namine and I waited for the rest of them to pay for theirs. There weren't many people there. We got good seats. The movie took two and a half hours. But it was worth it.

"WOW!" Riku yelled, "That was fucking awesome!"

"I know I wanna be batman now!" Roxas replied.

"You guys sure are something." I laughed. Then my phone rang the song I'd never expect to hear.

I waited for you today
But you didn't show
No no no
I needed You today
So where did You go?
You told me to call
Said You'd be there
And though I haven't seen You
Are You still there?

I was stunned, shocked, scarred, and unprepared. Concern looks were surrounding me.

I answered, "Hello?"

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Who could it be? :O

Didja like it? I sure did. To really understand, I think it would be best to listen to the song. 'Never Alone' by the Barlow Girls. Gosh, its sucha a good song. So go! Listen to it!

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