I JUST THOUGHT OF THIS STORY IDEA THAT I WOULD NEED A BETA FOR. THE IDEA IS THAT PAST EDWARD SOMEHOW ENDS UP IN THE PRESENT. NOW BOTH EDWARDS ARE COMPETING FOR BELLA. IN THE BOOKS EDWARD ALWAYS WANTED BELLA TO BE SAFE WHILE SHE WAS HUMAN. SO WHILE HE STILL WANTS TO BE THE ONE TO WIN BELLA HE STARTS WONDERING IF THE OTHER EDWARD WOULD BE BETTER FOR HER. THE OTHER EDWARD'S DILEMA IS THAT AT FIRST HIS PRIORITY IS GOING HOME. IT THEN BECOMES KEEPING BELLA HAPPY SO HE WOULD RATHER STAY IN THE PRESENT. UNFORTUNETLY IT MIGHT NOT BE HIS DICISION. HE DOESN'T WANT TO HURT BELLA IF HE SUDDENLY GETS BACK TO HIS OWN TIME. IF ANYONE WOULD LIKE TO BE MY BETA FOR THIS STORY MESSAGE ME. ANY AND ALL CRITISIMS OR COMMENTS ARE WELCOME ESPECIALY BEFORE I GET STARTED.
If someone would like to beta for me please pm me. I'm still not completely sure how this site works so bare with me for now. i've decided to try writting this for now without a beta but i still need one. plz ignore any obvious spelling mistakes for now.
I just thought i'd make sure this is clear I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR ANYTHING TO DO WITH TWILIGHT besides copies of the books.
Prologue
B pov
I was sitting in bed fuming. Edward could be so frustrating at times. He was so sure his presence was a danger to me, when the biggest danger to me would be his absence. I had just ranted at him for a full hour. I know that must seem excessive but he had been moping for so long. He reminded me of a time not too long ago when he'd been behaving similarly. I was afraid that history would repeat itself. I had shut my window when I'd stormed into my room, to make sure my anger was clear. Although he could easily enter my room he would not if he sensed it would be against my wishes. I sighed and opened it back up. I just couldn't stay mad for long. I knew it was futile to even attempt it. One look into those topaz eyes and I'd give in anyway. No sooner had I opened the door did someone appear behind me. The suddenness of his appearance surprised me. I fell backwards unto my bed and got tangled up in the pile of clothes I'd just brought up from the dryer. I gave my visitor an evil glare as i tried to untangle myself.
"I couldn't help but laugh," he defended himself as he detached me from the clothes. They were neatly folded and put away almost instantaneously. I wanted to continue glaring but i was defenceless. His crooked smile dazzled me. I could barely form a single coherent thought let alone remember why I'd been angry with him.
"this is exactly what i meant. if an inanimate pile of clothes can nearly incapacitate you how can i not fear for your safety." this reminded me exactly why I'd been upset.
"I am not as helpless as you like to think." I replied
"out of all the people I care about, your the one I need to fear for the most. It's not my fault if i over due it sometimes." he countered.
"so who should i blame if not you?" i asked
"yourself," he answered "for making me fall for you so completley"
"you aren't being fair" i whined
"and why is that?" he asked
"you can't be sweet when i'm angry with you." i pouted
"why not?" he asked clearly entertained
"because it's not fair." i declared
"have you ever considered going to law school?" he asked "whith such excellent debating skills you could convince a snail it stood a chance against an olympic runner."
"and with sarcasm as excellent as yours you could get yourself hurt." i replied
"so thats a no to law school."
"you're enfuriating, but i still love you," i sighed
"and i you" he replied, my favourite smile reapearing.
"you promise to stay with me." i asked
"i promise"
i knew that he wanted to be with me. i also knew if there were any way that i could be with him without putting myself in danger he would do anything to make it possible. I wanted it as well but for him more than for myself.
If only there were a way for edward to be human, i sighed. There was no use pining for what can never be. Though i was the last person to dismiss something for it's impossibility. My entire life was now one ridiculously far fetched impossibilty turned reality, and i've never been happier.
