I knew that it would end up like this that everything i went through all of my training would end up to this, that i would end up as someones whore, but the funny thing is that i had no idea who was on the other side of the mask. My life ended up in a shamble and dissaray in a matter of months. If he could only see the beast he's made of me, he'd be ashamed, but there's no way of returning to the girl that he found in the streets, taking care of her dieing mother, the she wolf came out, or the Vampiris like he would call me.
The horrible thing is that instead of me being scared and mad, i became free and confident, i became the ideal women that every man wanted in their bed and that women wished they could be. I went from Isabella Swan to Bella De Jour. The old bella is NO MORE.
