WHEN YOU WISH UPON A STAR
BY: FEFE-MAGIC
HELLO BITCHES AND WELCOME TO THE ROLLER FUCKING COASTER THAT IS MY MIND! THIS IS MY FIRST FANFICTION AND IM SUPER EXCITED AND IM SURE IM GONNA ROXK UR SOCKS! OR WHATEVER YOU KIDS CALL IT THESE DAYS! JUST SO YOU KNOW THIS STORY WILL BE A DRABBLE UNLESS I CAN GET A BETA (GETS ON KKNEES) PLZ I NEED A BETA SOO BAD! ILL GIVE MAJOR PROPS! ANYWAYS THIS STORY WILL HAVE ANGST, HUMOR, LEMONS , AND A MOBWARD LIKE NONE EVER SEEN! SO REVIEW (NO MEANIES SORRY!) AND LET ME KNOW!
Normal wasn't something I was accustomed to, it wasn't in my vocabulary. Damn sure wasn't something I needed at this point. I just want to get away. Away from all the yelling, fighting and screaming that controlled my life. The nonstop teasing I got at school, because apparently size does matter. For once I wish I could come home to a mother who cared enough to remember she even had a daughter, enough to know that maybe me crying every fucking night was just my way of begging her to be my damn mom. I wish my father didn't drink so much, I wished that maybe just one night he wouldn't come into my room.
I considered going Columbine all on their bitch asses, but my whole getting sick while seeing blood, shut that whole deal down. Plus I'm entirely too much of a punk ass to go through prison. And while I think women are beautiful, running away from Big Bertha just didn't appeal to me. I knew needed revenge for what everyone has ever done too me at school. For all the fat jokes, the side glances, and looks of disgust. I want my parents to hurt the worst; I want the whole world to know what the Chief of Police Charlie Swan did to his daughter while everyone was sleep. I want every suburban soccer mom to know how bad Renee Swan's drug problem really was.
Then it came to me, the perfect way to get all my transgressions out, and be rid of them all at the same damn time. (AN: Couldn't help myself LMAO) Today would be the day where everyone remembered my name. Today would be the day were everyone who ever hurt me would get what's coming to them. I might not be that big in life, but everyone will know me before the day ends.
Bella smiled to herself looking at her suicide note. It was perfect, not self loathing, completely fact. Everyone would know the truth about everything, and everyone. Looking in the mirror she checked the last outfit she would be alive wearing. Studded black skinny jeans, Dark red see through camisole top with a black bra, leather jacket and matching pumps. She curled her hair, making it look like she just got the best sex she ever had. If she was going go out she was going to do it with style. Packing her knife and pain killers she took and deep breath and stepped outside. Walking to her car, her father gave a long appreciative whistle. Forcing back her throw up, she know she was making the right decision.
AHHHH AND THAT'S THE PROLOUGE LADIES AND GENTS! OFCOURSE THE CHAPS COMING AFTER WILL BE MUCH LONGER AND IN DETAIL BUT I JUST WANTED TO SET UP THE STORY A TAD. BEING A NEW WRITER PLEASE BE GENTEL! AND HIT THAT SEXY REVIEW BUTTON! UNTIL NEXT TIME LOVES!
-FEFE ;)
