A/N: This song is to show how much one friend means to me. If you don't like it, don't read it. I already know that you are gonna think I'm suicidal. Well, if you don't by the end of this song, thanks. I'm not. This can be either a poem or a song so I don't mind which you prefer it as.

Breaking

I wish for your happiness, joy, understanding,

You mean everything,

To me, what wouldn't I do

For the benefit of you?

You make me laugh and smile,

Yet still, all the while,

I feel like I am a let down.

Even when you tell me to sit down,

Because you want to help me,

However, you can't - mustn't - see.

I'm breaking,

Breaking.

Every day I'm waking,

Waking.

But not for long,

I will give myself til the end of this song.

I don't want to be here anymore,

I'd be better in a war,

Where I'd die

Laying still as the years go by.

I don't want to leave your sight,

I'm fighting with all my might,

I can't do this to you,

Yet there's not much I can do.

I'm breaking,

Breaking.

Every day I'm waking,

Waking.

But not for long,

I will give myself til the end of this song.

I don't want to be here anymore,

I'd be better in a war,

Where I'd die,

Laying still as the years go by.

I wish this wasn't the end,

No rules left to bend,

So, I guess this is goodbye,

I'm sorry, I wish this was a lie.

But I'm broken,

Can't be woken.