Disclaimer: Twilight is not mine. I own nothing. *sighs*
A/N: So, here is my first fanfic ever! I hope you all enjoy. =] Tell me what you think! Review, review, review! :D
EAN: Okay, this is new. EAN is a new acronym created by moi. It stands for: Editing Author's Note. So, basically, the original A/N is up there, and the one created while editing the chapter can be found here. Warning: Suggestive themes and language.
Chapter 1: A Beginning of Sorts
It has been four years since I've written in this diary. Today is Saturday (YAY, no school!), and I'm now five, although I look like I'm about sixteen. I am Renesmee, daughter of Bella and Edward Cullen.
My entire family, well, the vampire side of it, recently moved into Tanya and her coven's home in Denali, Alaska. My two best friends, Jacob - actually, he's my boyfriend - a werewolf-shapeshifter, and Nahuel, a half-vampire like myself, decided to move with me, a thing that surprised me greatly. Oh, not to mention that Alice just discovered that she can "see" half-vampires and werewolves now. Apparently she just had "to get used to us".
Jacob imprinted on me when I was a baby, but Nahuel still thinks he has a chance to be with me... Poor guy. I wish I could, but Jake is just so ... perfect. I don't know how I would ever live without him!
Also, me and Jake recently decided that it's almost time to-
I covered up my diary with the sheets of my bed when I realized that someone was watching me intently. I looked over my shoulder to see that it was Nahuel, sitting on my bed.
"So, you don't think I'm good enough for you, huh? Still not as good as that stinking werewolf!" He spat the last word, wrinkling his nose at the very thought.
"Nahuel, please-"
"No, Nessie, I'm not going to play this little game of yours!" he said angrily. "You have to choose between us! I won't wait for you forever," he added quietly, lifting my head up to look at him. "Look, if you want me more than him, take me, I'm here, but if not, just go. I won't be mad, I promise." He managed a half smile.
Then, suddenly, he started to lean toward my face. He breathed against my face sweetly, almost as if we had never fought. And then, although the thought had never occurred in my head before, he kissed me - a deep kiss, starting slow at first and then gathering in tempo. It was nice, very comforting, not pushy in the least - that is, until he ripped my jeans off, tearing them at the seams and throwing them across the room.
"Nahuel!" I yelled, kicking him away from me and hurriedly pulling my blanket over the lower part of my body.
"Renesmee!" Edward, my father, the mind reader, screamed at me from downstairs, his voice rising through several octaves.
Shit, probably heard Nahuel's thoughts - 'cause I know I didn't think anything like that, I thought.
"You bet I did!"
"Nahuel? Nessie?" I heard my aunt Alice say tentatively from her bedroom on the third floor - right above us.
"Nessie, I'm-" Nahuel began.
"Save it, Nahuel!" Dad and Alice yelled at him, although it wasn't necessary with our hearing.
"Get down here now, Renesmee!" my father added.
"I can't believe you," was all I was able to say as I wrapped the blanket around me tighter and ran down the stairs. Edward was waiting at the foot of them. Jacob was out hunting, but I was sure he'd try shredding Nahuel to tiny pieces and burning him alive - if anyone would let him, that is...
Seeing what exactly Nahuel had done drove Edward into a frenzy. "Did he hurt you? I saw the thought in his head and Alice's but it didn't get that far did it?"
"What? Dad, no, I'm fine. You would've heard me scream if he did. Calm down, I'm fine," I assured.
"No, it's not fine - it's crazy! I should kill him for this!" he snarled threateningly. "Why would he do that? He knows you and that werewolf will always be together thanks to his stupid imprinting," he growled.
Nahuel was suddenly at my side, wrapping his arms around me, trying to apologize for his inappropriate actions. "I promise that won't happen again. That was very ... wrong of me."
"Get away from her!" Edward snarled louder.
He did as he said, backing away slowly, making us stand in a kind of triangle shape. At that point the entire family - including Tanya and her coven - had gathered around us. Mom now stood by Dad, possibly - but probably not - protecting our thoughts.
"Don't get anywhere near her!" he hissed at him.
"Hey everyone," Jake said carelessly as he walked up to us, making us all jump; we hadn't realized he was back already. Seeing us being so tense, Jacob raised an eyebrow. "What's wrong? Did something happen?"
"I did something I deeply regret," Nahuel admitted after a minute, ashamed.
Jake growled. "And what was it?" He started to tremble, trying not to burst into his wolf form.
Silence met his question.
"Why are you all being so quiet?"
"Jacob, calm down... Now, this might upset you just a bit, but please, try to be reasonable and not do anything rash - or else I will have to shock you," Kate warned menacingly.
"Sure, sure," he said, trying to visibly calm himself.
"Alright," Mom began. "Jake, while you were out hunting, Nahuel went into Renesmee's room and he-"
Jake shook violently and then burst into his wolf self. He launched himself at Nahuel, but before biting him, Kate intervened. They fell as she shocked him. Jake growled at her, but kept himself from attacking.
Kate got up and said, "I warned you."
It was my father who spoke next, "He says he doesn't care that you warned him." Jake glared at Edward through his wolf eyes. "And that Nahuel should be ripped to tiny pieces, burned, and never remembered again. Oh, and he wants to do the honors. Anything to save his Nessie from the - and I quote - son of a bitch who he thinks raped her." Jacob nodded his head.
"Jake, I didn't rape her..." Nahuel said quietly, still ashamed of himself. "I thought she wanted me ... you do know you've made the same mistake before with Bella - except you didn't rip Bella's pants off..." he muttered the last bit to himself; but everyone heard him anyway.
" 'That's not the point!' " Edward answered for Jake again. " 'I'm going to phase, so no one freak out.' Wait, phase? Don't phase here!"
"Not in front of Renesmee, you'll not!" Alice said, seeming to have seen my reaction to his phasing ... wow, how embarrassing.
"He says he'll just go to his bedroom to phase, then."
"That's fine," Alice said after a moment.
Jacob glared at Nahuel and then loped up the stairs to his bedroom across from mine. We all waited awkwardly for a minute - then Jake was back, his arms wrapped around me protectively. "So, what'll his punishment be?" he asked casually.
"Punishment? Jake, I highly doubt this is worth that," Bella said.
He grumbled something unintelligible in response.
"Jake, c'mon, it's not a big deal, really," I said. "Let's go upstairs for awhile." I touched his hand and gave him a picture of us laying on my bed, kissing heatedly. He grinned back at me.
"I think not!" Dad interrupted.
"Edward, it's alright, they aren't going to do that."
"I don't care what they're going to do! I'm not letting any of these three out of my sight for at least a week!"
Alice sighed. "Edward, please be reasonable. If it gives you any peace of mind then I'll watch them in my visions - but only if it's necessary. You know that even though I can see Nessie now, that it still gives me a horrible headache..."
He grumbled, but nodded his head. I groaned; did we ever get a break? "Go on, before I change my mind."
"Thanks, Dad," I said, already halfway up the steps, dragging Jake along. I looked over my shoulder at Nahuel, standing alone - everyone had already retreated back to their rooms - looking heartbroken. I ran back down and whispered in his ear, "Sorry, but I just ... can't. Jacob imprinted on me, Nahuel. Imprinted. It's kinda hard not to love him, is it not?"
He didn't answer so I patted him on the back and ran to my room where Jake was waiting for me.
