I feel sad today which is probably due to the fact that it's been raining for a full day nonstop. I have heaps of homework and stuff which sucks and it'll slow my uploads . So basically this is about Juvia after Gray dies. It's a sad one-shot in the format of a journal entry even though it isn't and goes good with this song called Kiss the Rain, here's a link: watch?v=so6ExplQlaY. Hope you enjoy!
-Beginning Flashback-
"Gray!" my scream resonated against the rocky mountain range as I watched Gray fall to his death and I didn't bother to add the usual "sama" part. I heard a loud crack as his body hit the ground. I went to the edge to jump off myself but Natsu's firm hand gripped mines and held me back, tears falling down into the pit of darkness under me.
"Don't do this Juvia, we all never wanted this to happen" Lucy sobbed.
I looked up to see Natsu crying as well, his tears falling onto my blue hair.
"WHY DIDN'T YOU STOP HIM, YOU HAD THE POWER TO AND YOU DIDN'T STOP HIM!" I screamed, I was now in hysterics, crying and yelling.
"What happened?" Erza said as she rushed over.
"Gray is gone" I whispered and fell to my knees, rain clouds beginning to form.
-End Flashback-
I stared out the window, listening to rain drip onto the window of my bedroom. Raindrops slid down and disappeared into clear nothing. Thunder boomed outside, and I realized that the pitter-patter sound not only came from the rain, but my tears.
Gray, I wish you hadn't left this world. This is the first time I ever cried along with the rain. Though it is true that I am the rain woman, but today, I'm feeling depressed and melancholy. Just yesterday, you passed away. In two hours I'm going to go to your funeral. Nothing is the same since you died, Natsu never smiled or said "I'm all fired up!" anymore. I would usually see him drinking at the bar with a weeping Mira.
Everybody seemed to feel really bad for me since they knew how much I loved you and especially since you had just recently said yes to my asking you to become my boyfriend. To be honest, this sympathy pissed me off. I didn't need their sympathy, I didn't anything but you. I would never see the sun's rays again, not after this I think. I still remember how you had allowed me to see sun, the warm light that caressed me like a warm blanket by your kindness.
But now, I would never see your cute smile or your nice toned body (shut up, Juvia you perv) anymore. I would never again see your beautiful blue hair or your powerful ice-make magic. Now, I felt truly alone in this world, and slowly, I would be swallowed by grief, and my smiles would be locked up once again just as they had before I had met you.
