I recovered my breath after the music stopped, and the sound of the loud chords was replaced by the clapping hands of the audience. My head stopped spinning around and returned to its place as I started to calm down and open my eyes to see the vision of a big crowd in front of me.
"Thank you"
Tegan said, after we finished the last song of the show, 'Closer'. People seemed to enjoy this new song. I moved my body towards the keyboard, where I was, and direct myself to the center of he stage; so Tegan. She grabbed my hand with hers. It was cold. I knew how anxious she always get in the show, but she was different somehow.
We raised our hands as we bow to the public in gratitude. After that, we get out of the stage heading ourselves to the backstages.
I slowly walked to the door where was written 'T&S'. Tegan was already there, setting up her things so we can go.
I set in a chair in front of the mirror, in silence. After a few minutes I finally said something.
"The show was good today"
"Yes", Tegan replied, without barely looking at me.
I knew something was wrong. I knew playing 'Closer' always depressed her. The people asked themselves in or who Tegan was thinking when she wrote the song. I knew. I knew it was me. That's why she never tells anybody about her lyrics or about her tattoos. Most of them was about me.
I got up from the chair and faced her.
"Come a little closer..." I whispered.
Tegan finally looked at me.
She started to move slowly, step by step, heading to me. When she was close to me, I grabbed her cold hand. We were both looking down, when Tegan touched my forehead with hers.
"All I dream of lately is how to get you underneath me", she said.
I approached my lips to hers, and than they touched. Was like the whole Universe stopped for a second. Tegan's lips were soft, crashing in mine. Than, the kiss started to get deep.
"Let's make things physical" I said, wishing Tegan's touch.
She took off my shirt and sarted to kiss my neck with hurry, making me close my eyes. I grabbed her waist, pulling her close to me, kissing her again and started to unbutton her shirt.
In this moment, we heard a knock on the door. Someone was calling us to get into the bus and go back to the hotel.
We faced each other with sadness. We didn't know how to handle this situation.
Tegan embraced me, and I couldn't help the tears from my eyes. She kissed me softly on the lips, and I started to button her shirt again. She picked up her things, and before she close the door towards her, she looked at me.
"Here come the dreams of you and me..."
