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Chapter one: In love or just a substitute?

(After Naraku had been defeated, Kagome now possesses the sacred jewel)

In the other world

(Both kagome and inuyasha are sitting on the field near the well)

Kagome: (Plucks up her courage and asked) Hey inuyasha

Inuyasha: what

Kagome: What are you planning to do with the sacred jewel if I pass it to you?

Inuyasha: Turn into a full-fledged demon of course

Kagome: (Heads down, looking sorrowful) what about me…

Inuyasha: (looked at Kagome) Kagome…I…

Kagome: (Interrupts, eyes filled with tears) Forget it…sorry…I guess I was just feeling very lonely and I'm…I'm scared that you may leave me after you became a demon….

Inuyasha: (looked at kagome and shouts) Stupid, I won't! I will protect you after becoming a strong demon!

Kagome: (looked at Inuyasha) Inuyasha...I…I…

(Kagome looked down)

(Kagome suddenly looked away, stood up and ran, crying)

Inuyasha: KAGOME!

(Inuyasha runs after her and went to the modern world, only to see kagome in her room, Crying)

Inuyasha: (squat next to kagome) Kagome, are you ok?

Kagome: (Forced smile) Yea, I'm all right…

Inuyasha: (Suddenly hugs her) You know, you don't need to hide it, why force yourself to keep all these sad things inside you and facing it by yourself?

Kagome: (still crying, hugs back) Inuyasha, I'm sorry I made you worried but it's just that I…I…I…I want to tell you something…

Inuyasha: (lets go of her and looked at her) What is it?

Kagome: (looked down, face suddenly turned red) I…I…I…really…I LOVE YOU! (Looked up at inuyasha)

Inuyasha: (Shocked) Kagome, I…You know I…

Kagome: I know it's not a good time to talk about this but I cant stand it anymore...I just…I just…

Inuyasha: (looking down)

Kagome looked at inuyasha sadly, thinking, is it because of kikyo's death that he cannot accept this relationship or is it because he wanted to become a demon without any interference of romance or is it because of the fact that inuyasha only loves one person, a person that is dead but not forgotten, kikyo

Kagome: (looked down) You still cannot forget kikyo huh

Inuyasha: (looked at her) Kagome…

Kagome: (Forced smile) I'm okay, I know kikyo is the most important girl in your life and you might just like me because I looked like her…

Then she turned and looked away

Kagome: To you, I am just a kikyo substitute

Inuyasha: No, it's not…I…I…Need to think...It not like that…I just…

Kagome: (Interrupts) It's okay, I understand…I accept it…you have the freedom to like anyone, I have to right to interfere, besides...to you…I'm just nobody

Inuyasha: No! It's not true! You mean something to me...I…

Kagome: (Interrupts and smiled) I'm okay, really I am, I-I just need time to get this over with

Inuyasha: I'm sorry, kagome, I just need more time, kikyo just passed away…I'm not entitled to think of these stuffs right after she's gone, kagome, just listen to me, I need some time…I….

Kagome: (Controls her tears) The sacred jewel...leave it here so I can purify it, you can get them back after a year, by that time comes, you will be a great demon, and you will be happy

Inuyasha: T-thank you Kagome, but…Can I still see you within this year?

Kagome: I don't think so…I-I don't want any interference…

Inuyasha: (heartbroken) Oh okay, but kagome I…

Kagome: (Interrupts again) Now…C-can you go back now…I-I really need some time to be alone…

Inuyasha: (looking guilty) But kagome…

Kagome: (interrupts and stared at inuyasha and shouted) Just go! Please! I need some time alone!!!

Inuyasha: (Shocked, stood up and walked away, looked back at Kagome) I'll see you in a year...

Back in the other era

Inuyasha was thinking about what kagome had said, he felt guilty and remorseful. He didn't know whether is it because of Kagome looking like kikyo thus falling in love with her or is it really true love. Maybe kagome is right, he was only treating her as a kikyo substitute in order to forget about the already dead kikyo.

He felt so bad and wanted so much to apologise to kagome but could not pluck up the courage to do so. However, his heart was hurting from what kagome had said. Maybe he really do love her.

He didn't know at all. He was confused, confuse on the fact that is he really in love with kagome or the kikyo that is hidden inside her. Maybe this puzzle may be solved in a year's time.


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