A/N: Just a drabble (176 words) that came to my mind yesterday..
It's not like
It's not like she's the one that I think about, whenever my phone rings. It's not like I lay awake in bed imaging her next to me. It's not like I wish it'd be her instead of him. No way. I do love Edward with all my heart. She's just too lovely not to be keen on, as well.
It's not like I have a fixation, Edward is my only one. It's not like I wonder what it'd feel to kiss her, when my boyfriend crushes his mouth on mine. She just speaks so sweetly not to stare at her shiny lips.
It's not like I agree into going shopping, to have her try on all the sexy outfits. Why would I? She just moves so gracefully with everything she does not to watch.
I'm glad they can't read my mind, but Jasper can sense what I feel around her. Suddenly I'm lightheaded, right after she walks in and smiles to me. Maybe that's why he and I never become too close..
