A/n: Ok guys if you all have read Random twilight notes, then you will know who I am. As for that fan fiction, I personally think it SUCKED!!! So yeah. But here's a little story that I have been writing in a notebook, and I decided to make it public. In my notebook I drew the characters and gave them profiles and everything, but seeing as I don't know how to put the drawings on here, and even if I did I'm too lazy, I will give you the written profiles. BTW, I only have 2 profiles right now, but if I get more characters coming into the story, I will update them onto here. So, anyways, enjoy!!

The Profiles: Name: Terryn Aikala (Main Character)

Nickname: None

Fave colour(s): Black and Purple

Age: 15

Birthday: October 31st

Rank: Gothic and Emo

Music: Hard Rock

Books: Twilight

Intrests : vampires, skulls, hard rock, Twilight , and dark, heavy make-up

Boyfriend: Daven Ronowski (Snow)

Name: Daven Ronowski (ru- no-skee)

Nickname: Snow

Fave colour(s): Black and Purple

Age: 15

Birthday: October 31st

Rank: Somewhat Gothic

Music: Hard Rock

Books: Twilight, Vampire Kisses

Intrests: skulls, vampires, classic books (ex. Romeo and Juliet) ,poems, Hard Rock Bands

Girlfriend: Terryn Aikala

His secret: He's actually a Cullen, but hides his siblings when Terryn comes over, and has Esme and Carlisle introduce themselves as Ella and Carl.

TPOVh

I dressed in my usual jeans, black T-shirt, and long-sleeved black jacket. I grabbed my arm-liners and shoved them in my left pocket. Then in my right I placed my pure-black MP3 player, and threaded the cords up through my jacket and plugged them into my ears, so they were unseen, but Icould still hear my music.

I went to my bathroom and rimmed my eyes with black eye-liner. Then I patted my face with pale face powder, and applied black lipstick. Lastly, black, waterproof mascara went onto my eyelashes.I grabbed my bandage tape, gauze, a small washcloth with cuts in it, and a small bottle of bleach,and put it all in a big, plastic baggie. I brought these things every day in case I had a " moment " during school.I shoved the baggie into my rucksack. I also placed my twilight books into it carefully. I didn't bother with my textbooks; I never did. I don't care, and neither did the teachers. They passed me regardless. I brushed my teeth and hair so that it fell into my eyes, the way I like it. I went down stairs and yelled to my mom I was leaving before I walked out the door.

With rock music pounding in my ears, I headed around the corner and down the street to the bus stop. As i waited for the bus to come, I glanced around for my boyfriend, Snow. He wasn't here yet. As usual, people kept glacing over at me. All it took was one glaring glance, and they went back to talking, no doubt about me.

The bus finally came, and Snow made it just in filed onto the vehicle and went straight to the back, where no one bothered us.

We kissed hello, then said " What's up?", "Nothing much.",he replied. "Mmm......" " How far are you in Twilight?" , " Breaking Dawn, she's about to go to the bathroom bye herself." , I told him. He smiled and pulled me onto his lap,and started kissing my jaw hungrily. " Remind you of anyone?", he asked between kisses. " Faintly.", I replied, continued to kiss me down my jaw, starting on my throat. I twisted in his lap, grabbing his neck and kissing him. He put one hand on the small of my back and one clenched the nape of my neck, pulling me closer, tighter. After a moment we broke apart. I gazed into his eyes. They were a weird, dull, greyish hazel colour, with a butterscotch colour mixed in, like greyish-hazel contacts over butterscotsh eyes. But they were very pretty, striking, even. By then the bus had reachedthe school, and as we filed of the bus, he wrapped his arm around my waist, and I did the same. As we walked to the school campus, I thought about our little bus scene. It wasn't that everyone had been watching us, that I could care less about. We always kissed on the bus, and they always watched us. They all needed to go get lives. No, it was the fact that his " jaw-kissing" was exactly as in Twilight, exactly how they describe Edward doing it to Bella, in Twilight, and at the end of Breaking Dawn ( I was rereading the series, again ).Snow kissed me in the exact same way. It was not the first time I had noticed, of course. And, once again, I wondered if Snow was really human. ' Of course he's human, you idiot! vampires do not exist, no matter how mush you wish them to.' 'And his pale, ice cold skin?', I silently argued with myself. ' A coincidence. He lives at the edge of a forest, so it's gonna be cold there, and he's not gonna get much sunlight.' ' But, exactly. At the edge of a forest. And in the same house as the Cullen's describe.' ' He likes to hike!!!! And don't even start on the absences on sunny days. As I said before, he likes to hike, and sunny days are best for hiking, and those are not very easy to get, here in Forks, WA.I continued to argue with myself through 1st period, 2nd, and half of 3rd, only half paying attention in the beginning of each class to call out my usual quiet, 'Here'. Snow must have noticed my mental absence, because he copied the homework for 1st, 2nd,and 3rd into my planner. Halfway through 3rd period I pushed the whole idea out of my head, and concentrated on my classes for the rest of the school day. Or at least till the bus ride home, as usual.

As we rode the bus home, I wondered how it would be if vampires did exist, and Snow really was one. ' It wouldn't change anything.' ,I decided. 'He would still be Snow. I wouldn't care.' " Hey, are you okay, Terryn?" ,Snow asked, breaking up my thoughts. " Wha…huh? Oh… yeah, I'm fine. Why?" I asked nervously.

" Oh, you've just been drifting away, like, all day.", he explained. " Oh. I…I've just been…thinking." Just then the bus pulled up to our stop, and we got off. I turned, to kiss him goodbye, and he grabbed my waist, pulling me forward, and our mouths met. "Mmm…..Mph…I…have to…go…." I mumbled between kisses. He kissed me one last time, then pulled back, leaning our foreheads together. " Okay, then. Bye. " he breathed. He smiled crookedly, and turned, walking down the street and around the corner. " Hey…", I called to him. "Yeah? ", he asked. "Umm….uh.. I was …." I stuttered. I cleared my throat, trying to break up the big lump in my throat. "I was…wondering …..if….y-y-y…erm…" "Yeah??" he prompted." Umm…. Never mind." I mumbled. " I….I'll see you tomorrow." I turned and walked hurriedly down the street, and around the corner. I didn't slow at my house, just wrenched open the door, and ran up the stairs. I couldn't believe that I couldn't ask my own boyfriend a simple question. Of course, I never could. I tried every day, but I just couldn't. Can't. I threw myself onto my bed, sobs already shaking my body. I knew it would come soon, so I just continued to sob, waiting till the hysterics hit, so I could do it. About five minutes later, the hysterics finally hit. I let them continue for a few seconds, then slowly lifted myself off the bed, still sobbing. I dragged my rucksack to my bathroom, and lifted it onto the counter. I opened the bag, and pulled out my razor head.

A/n: Yeah, I know it's a cliff hanger, but that's just how I wrote it, sorry!! Yeah, so please review!! You know you want to hit that smexii white button with green writing!!! LOL, so yeah. I'll try to get the next chapter up soon, but in the meantime, review!!! -Kris