Naru, I Really Love You
If life is as short as they say it is,
then I want to say one thing.
My chest aches when I see you together,
the pain turns to a sting.
She's young, refreshing and famous to,
yet why do you love her so?
I fell for you when I was young and innocent,
and when I confessed you turned me down with a harsh no.
I understand that I am no match for her,
but why do you continue to make me suffer?
With a stare so cold you order me so narcissistically,
in the end I have no one to turn to, no father, no mother.
I continue to work under your constant flaunting,
for those I consider precious.
She laughs at my defensiveness with a glint in her eyes;
however my own laughs have become tired and effortless.
In my dreams I see a kinder you,
Someone who smiles warmly and takes my hand.
But I know that this you is anything but the real you,
The pain hurts so much that I'm finally un able to stand.
Is this what you wanted?
Such a heart broken me?
Well you've finally torn me apart,
I'm now in pieces, can't you see?
If life is as short as they say it is,
then I want to say one thing.
My chest aches when I see you together,
the pain turns to a sting.
I can finally say after writing this,
that maybe someday I can forget you.
But if I could take one thing back, it would be this;
"Naru, I Really Love You"
