So much for my happy ending
he lay there panting the pain in his neck becoming worse every time he tried to move he couldn't see much a strange smokiness came across his eyes he was sure there was no fire though the water ebbed at his front and each time the river would recede it would take blood HIS blood with it he hadn't expected this not at all he was so close so close that it almost hurt to think of what might of happened but no SHE had taken that maybe it was a good thing he didn't really want to hurt anybody else especially not brambleclaw and it would have torn the clan apart that wasn't his problem not anymore not since they turned their back on him
She was everything, everything that I wanted
She had invited him to talk outside the den he said yes of course he had he would do anything for her "I...I don't love you anymore" he was jolted out his thoughts he did the first thing he could think of he laughed she didn't look amused wait she was serious he thought "wait... your serious?"
All this time you were pretending
"Yes, I'm sorry Ashfur" he felt panic grip him no no no she couldn't WOULDNT leave him not now they were in love... Weren't they? Well he was she wasn't "I'll change I'll do anything just please" he tailed of he hadn't meant to say that he hadn't even thought about it "I'm sorry" she turned she walked away to him HIM? Ashfur couldn't see her with brambleclaw his best friend almost his brother. Ashfur ran he ran fast away from it all just away
Let's talk this over
He was desperate the rumours were starting to get around they thought he was crazy mental that his grief had made him mad they were wrong but SHE could do no wrong she had his kits they were meant to me Ashfur
Thanks for acting like you cared
lionpaw! lionpaw! why had they made him do this train the object of his hate it wasn't fair didn't firestar care at all that each time Ashfur looked at one of the kits he would feel himself die a little more no they hated him they all did no one cared no one knew except Ferncloud his sister she cared didn't she? He watched Dustpelt lick his sister as they watched their kits he should be doing that to squrrilflight who was he kidding Ferncloud hated him she wanted him to suffer it was the only explanation
The memories so close to me, just fade away
He no longer felt his wound he felt nothing his eyes felt like lead weights he let them slip shut for the last time
Thanks for watching as I fall
bluestar looked at him "welcome to starclan Ashfur" he frowned shouldn't he be in the dark forest "but wh-" she cut him of "you are a good cat you are just misguided" he smiled they had watched him die (long before he actually did) but they cared they did he saw his mother among the crowds of starry cats and relaxed he was home
FIN
