Watashi no Saisho De Yuiitsu no Ai

Naruto is owned by Kishimoto-sensei…

Hello, minna. This is my first fanfic ever, so I hope all of you can enjoy this story of mine.

Saa, hajimemashou !

-Chapter 1:-

-Sasuke P.O.V-

" Waa~ Hey hey, look look !" "GYAA! So cool…"

As I stepped my feet into Konoha High School, I could already hear many girls start to whisper to their friends. I don't need to hear what they said to know it, since I knew what they are talking about. It just the same thing they said and did in my junior time too.

But I don't care. I won't care. Because none of them could get my attention… None of them, except him.

I walked inside my new class, Senior 1-B where some of my junior classmates were already there.

" Yo, Sasuke.", Rock Lee greeted me with his bright, also stupid and annoying, grin.

" Hn.", I simply regarded him and walked to the back of the class.

We have been classmates from junior, but I'm not close with either of them. I can't get myself close to any of them. Maybe it's because of the trauma I got from my childhood.

Back then I was just a slim, tiny kid that always bullied by people who hate beautiful boys (not much to say, people nicknamed me as a bishounen, I don't really care though). I was bullied awefully, I don't even have any friends to help me. But one day when I was about to go home, I was caught by the bullies, and they took me to a park, and there, I got punched every single visible places, like my arms, feet, face, and so on.

Just the usual routine they did to me, but…

"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE ! ", I saw a blonde kid ran to my direction and started to fight the bullies. Then the bullies of course punched him a lot too, we both had tiny bodies, so there's nothing much we could do, after they got tired, they left us and went home.

The blond kid stood up and lent me a hand to stand up, I almost fell down since my feet hurt so much.

" Your wounds look bad.", he said as he looked down on my feet. He sat me down on one of the bench near our place, I just looked down to the ground all the time.

" What's your name?", he asked suddenly.

" S-Sasuke.", I cleared my sore throat and repeated, " Uchiha Sasuke."

" Sasuke?", the blonde raised his eyebrow curiously and suddenly at that time, I became afraid of what he might do to me. But the next answer was unexpected though.

" I'm Uzumaki Naruto ! Nice to meet you, Sasuke!", he offered his hand to me and wow, his smile was so brilliant, that smile of his was so awestruck, I couldn't even say anything.

Later, he offered to bring me home by asking me my address. I was hesitant at first but suddenly he said to me, those words that I would never ever forget for the rest of my life.

" Don't worry, Sasuke! You got me here! I'll be your friend from now on and I will protect you!", he grinned at me so sincerely and I almost cried.

He was the FIRST one EVER that looked at me with those sincere eyes, so honest. And the most important, he said he will be my friend. My tears were forming up when I smiled to him and told him my address.

From that time, Naruto kept his promise to me. He was always there by my side, protecting me from the bullies. But I couldn't stay as weak as I am before.. As the time flew by, I learnt how to protect myself and here I am.

Being admired and respected by girls and boys, even teachers too.

But none of it matters for me, as long as I can always stay on his side. That blond hero who has changed my life, who has made me who I am now. Uzumaki Naruto…

I was brought back to the present when the school bell rang, and several minutes later, the teacher came*, "Okay, so our first meeting we should introduced ourselves, please state your name, your age, starting from me, My name is Kakashi Hatake, I'll be your homeroom teacher for the entire semester, except when I was expelled from this school, age 29. Pleased to meet you" and then all the students began stating their names, I could only remember 4 of them Choji Akamichi, Ino, Hinata, and Gaara, wait, where's Naruto, and… what's his name again? Kiba?

At the same time when the thought came into my mind, the door sled open and there's those two. And wait… Hey! Why are you holding Naruto's hand, you idiotic Inuzuka !, was what I want to scream out loud. But nope. Outside, I keep my face calm as usual like I cared nothing of it. But actually noo ! I care! God, my heart felt like it was about to burst open! No no no, I must keep my coolness, I need to focus on this school, I cannot let my emotions overwhelmed me.

"Both of you are late, but since it was your first day at school, it was forgiven." said the teacher, "Thank you so much Sensei!", both of them said it cheerfully. "Blond kid, your name? And you too red triangle cheek kid".

"Naruto Uzumaki, Sir!" "Kiba Inuzuka." " Okay let's see~ Naruto you can sit at Sasuke's left, while Kiba sit on Sasuke's right", I smirked in triumph when Kakashi-sensei said that.

"What!? It's not fair teacher! I wanna sit beside Naruto !" Kiba pleaded. "No, Sasuke has already taken his sit" said the teacher calmly . "Oh that's easy.", Kiba announced as he walked toward my direction.

" Oi Sasuke, can you please move out? It's bothering me to see you sit on my supposed sit." said Kiba, I was really shocked when he said that, my heart felt like it was being pinned down by a needle, but I won't let him see that.

I was ready to fight back when Naruto said it first, "Hey Kiba! That's too far! You shouldn't said that!" Both me and Kiba glared at each other, " Arghh, if you say so Naruto.", he retreated and took where his seat should be.

Naruto sat on my left and whispered to me, " I'm really sorry about what happened earlier Sasuke. Kiba didn't mean it.", he smiled at me reassuringly.

I smiled back at him and replied, " N-no, it's alright Naruto." I opened my textbook and pretended to hear the teacher. Yes, I'm pretending… Because my eyes keep peeking at the blond kid at my left.

That bushy yet attractive blond hair, those cute scarred cheeks he had. Those dazzling ocean blue eyes that captivated people around him. I don't know what I should say about myself. It's just that when I'm with him, I feel so happy, I can smile and forget all the bad things that happened to me.

Just like a sun, he brighten my day. He's just too sweet, too dazzling for my eyes that I think I need to put my sunglasses just not to get burnt by him.

I am happy when I'm with Naruto, but… The problem laid on the boy on my right, who until now kept glaring at me and will turn into a cheerful dog when Naruto glanced at him.

Kiba, from the Inuzuka family. Sometimes I think that Kiba loves Naruto, but not like love to a friend, because whenever Naruto made a mistake, Kiba would always hugged him, and tell him that it's normal to make mistakes. Whenever he did that, my heart aches, I don't even know why, I once search the internet, and got no answers about it at all, it happened all the time when Kiba hugged Naruto,

When Kiba gave Naruto a birthday present and Naruto accepted it happily, it also made my heart feels like it was being grinded. I've never felt like this even once to another person beat it girls, or boys, it happened only when Naruto was involved. I thought it was because that I'm afraid that Naruto will leave me one day because of him.

One day when my curiosity take over me,I asked Sakura, from the Haruno family, which had been a close family for the Uchiha family. The answer she gave me made me shocked though.

" It is called LOVE, Sasuke-kun.", Sakura answered with her big smile.

I was shocked when I heard that. God, my first love is my best friend? It's not like I hate Naruto, I know I will not. It's just… can same-sex couple be happy together? We are both boys… I don't want Naruto to be hurt because of me. I just want Naruto to be happy, that's all.

Making that my motto, I decided to keep my feeling for myself and stay quietly beside Naruto, as his 'best friend'.

" –suke? Hey, Sasuke?"

I was surprised when Naruto whispered to me from my left, so I looked at him.

" What's wrong?", he asked worriedly. I was confused at the time and answered, "Nothing. Why, Naruto?" Rather than answering, Naruto pointed at my book. And I was surprised to see my notebook being kneaded so badly. I didn't even realize I did that. Do my feeling toward Naruto so strong that I became emotional only to think that I could only be his 'Best Friend'?

" Hey.", Naruto called me again and I could see worry showing from his face. " You know you can count on me, if you have a problem right?", he said softly. And ahhh, I felt I almost melted by his such considerate words.

I know I can always count on you, Naruto. You have been doing that for ten years now. I know it. But how can I tell you that I was tortured inside because I know we can't be more than 'best friend'?

" I know it, Naruto. But I'm okay, really.", I tried to reassure him with my smile, but I know that it didn't work out well

He looked hesitant at first, " Okay then. I just want you to know that you'll always have my back okay?", he grinned at me and raised his thumb up.

Of course I know that, Naruto, but the answer I gave him was only a simple "Hn." I smiled shortly at him, then I cut down our short conversation by turning back to the front where my teacher keep writing something on the whiteboard.

My eyes are on the whiteboard, my hands are writing on my notebook. But you know, Naruto? My mind is full of you. I forced myself to try to be rather cold to you, because I'm afraid… I'm afraid that one day my feeling for you might take over me and I don't know what will I do when that happen.

You know, Naruto? How much I wish that I can speak out all of my thoughts and feelings for you honestly, without any need to hide it. To tell you that you are my first and only love…

-To be continued-

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