Darkness surrounded me. That's all that ever did surround me, where ever I go darkness is lurking, and now am destined to be with the darkness. The darkness is destined to be with me, her name... Is Amara.

How am I suppose to tell Sammy this. We are suppose to kill Amara together we promised each other we would. I cant break that promise. I just can't I let Sam down way to much at this point. Sam worked so hard to save me from the mark of cane, he freed me from it, but did he really? He just transferred the mark of cane into a supernatural creature known as the darkness ... gods sister. I don't know what I am going to do but no matter what i does someone will get hurt ... And once again I'm the one to blame for it all. Sam tries to tell me its not my fault but I know better then that, its always my fault, my father died because i was to weak to help him, Sammy almost died multiple times. I need to be stronger, I will become stronger, And most important I will protect my brother... I will protect Sam.

What am I going to do? I'm suffocating myself with this question I'm always asking myself. I cant really love Amara right? She cant love me right? I have no idea how I'm suppose to tell Sam. But he needs to know and he needs to know soon because every time I have a shot at destroying the darkness... Amara... I cant because I have feeling's for her at least I think I do.. No I know I do and I cant help how I feel. It's just not possible.

This must be a dream right? This isn't reality... At least I hope this isn't reality. Any minute now I'm going to wake up to Sam yelling at me about my unhealthy diet or doing crazy things such as selling my soul to the demons and only having three months to live like the last time, or agreeing to be a vessel for an angle or just being plain stupid. I mean being in love with the darkness can't be real I try telling myself every single day. But no, my luck, I have fallen in love with the Amara I mean maybe it isn't such a bad thing maybe if I agree to go out with her she will stop trying to destroy the world? Haha doubt it. I just need to have feelings for someone else, someone who I am close to, someone who has always been by my side when I needed that person most, someone who I can trust, the list can go on... I already kind of had my sights set on someone else but I think i will keep that to myself perhaps I will tell you who that person is later but right now I'm leaning towards Amara from that person. Its like there is a bond between me and Amara that cant be broken perhaps its a spell? Out of all the spells there is in this world there got to be a love spell right? Maybe that's what's going on... Nope defiantly not because I felt this bond since the day i first saw her when Sam got that damn mark of cane off of my arm. That's when all this commotion started happening there was a huge black cloud shooting out of the ground in different areas and the next thing I knew I was standing in the middle of all of it and then she appeared to me... That's where Amara first told me there was a bond between us that was unbreakable and that we needed each other... That we were destined to be together.

Hey! I know this isn't a long chapter at all but I wanted to see what you guys thought of it before I got to into the story. If u have any ideas you would like to see in the story please leave a review about it and please let me know what you thought about it! :3