Story: Complicated

Written by: Angel2008-2009

Rating: M

Summary: Elena finds herself stuck in the middle of three guys and can't decide who she wants to be with the most. There's Damon who's a Vampire and has a bad reputation, and is one deadly vampire or so he seems. Then there's Stefan whom she has deep feelings for and wants to marry him someday. Then there's Matt her ex-boyfriend. Elena and him both discover that they still have deep feelings for each other that had never been explored. Who will Elena chose to be with? Will it be with one of the Vampires, or with Matt?

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Vampire Diaries Original Characters. They belong to L.J. Smith. Meredith Edwards is made up from me since I can't remember the last name of the original Meredith. So I made up a different one for this fan fiction series so it's not the same character.

Dear Diary,

Life has gotten so complicated lately! I'm So in love with Stefan and I'm looking forward to marrying him in just about a month. But the problem is I have deep feelings for his brother Damon as well. And I have unresolved feelings for Matt as well. The romance is still there between us. Matt wants me back, he says I deserve a lot better than falling for two Vampires. Maybe he's right, but me, and Stefan, and Damon have been through so much together! I can't just abandon them all together. Sigh. I have no idea what to do Diary. I want to discuss things with Bonnie, but it's just so complicated, I just don't think they will understand. I've got until next month to decide who I really want to be with. Problem is, who will I choose?"

Love ya, Elena

Elena Gilbert sighed as she leaned back on her bed. She should be happy right now. She had Stefan all to herself! She shouldn't be thinking about wanting to be with anyone else right now! In about a month, she would be getting married to the man of her dreams. She had Stefan back! But then her mind drifted back over to Damon. The two of them had gotten a lot closer lately. He wasn't nearly as bad as he seemed especially not around her.

It was as if he had a soft spot for her. He would kill and die for her literally. Then their was Matt. The two of them were talking again. Thank goodness he has forgiven her and Damon for what he had seen last month. Matt even had admitted he was still in love with her. Which was why he said it was hard for him to fall in love with anyone else for example Bonnie.

The next day, Elena and her friends started College. It was there 10th year, and they were living in a dorm. And it was an all girl's school which meant no boys. Elena was a bit against it at first, but her Aunt Jenna wanted her to get away from all the problems going on in Mystic Falls. It wasn't her job to save everyone said her Aunt Jenna.

The day before that, her Aunt had driven her to the College. And she had even helped set up her dorm room. Her Aunt had gone all out getting things for the dorm even a new computer. She had given Elena a big hug and even had tears in her eyes. Elena wanted to roll hers and say please do not hug me. It's quiet embarrassing. But she didn't have the heart to do it. Besides, she would miss her Aunt to while she was gone. But then that would give her and Alaric a chance in getting to know each other. "We're going to miss you Elena, oh and I made these for you and your friends". she handed her a box of freshly baked chocolate chip cookies.

"Thanks Aunt Jenna. They smell lovely. I'll miss you to". How Corny, Elena thought. Normally she wasn't that mushy except around Stefan that is. She waved goodbye at her Aunt as she left the dorm room. Elena sighed and closed the room door. She had no idea when her roommate was going to arrive, or who it would wind up being. She hoped it would be either Bonnie or Meredith. But chances of that happening were probably zero. Especially if they are trying to bunk together she thought. A knock then came to the door and Elena opened it. Outside stood Caroline a former best friend of hers. "Caroline, what are you doing here?" Elena was confused. She thought Caroline would be spending her college money somewhere at some fancy collage like say, Harvard?

"I go here now, Silly. And by the way, we're roommates." she carried some of her stuff into the dorm room. Then she looked around the room "Yuck. This place looks awful. And I can't believe they stuck me in here with you. " Caroline had the sour look on her face as if she smelled something really, really bad.

"Then why did you even come here? Doesn't your Dad have enough money to send you to Harvard or something?" Elena asked. For some odd reason, at the middle of their senior year, Caroline just thought she was too good to hang out with Elena, and Bonnie anymore. She began to hang out with more popular kids like Tyler Lockwood and his friends. Caroline became more stuck-up and she liked to rub it in people's faces. She couldn't stand Elena simply because Elena got more boyfriends than she ever did and that just simply made her jealous of her.

Caroline looked at Elena smugly. "Because. I wanted to come here. The person who I am dating goes here and they suggested I come so I could be with them".

"Tyler comes here to?" asked Elena in surprise.

"Elena, you of all people should know that this is a small town where everyone knows everyone. Don't tell me you've gotten to be so stupid". said Caroline.

That did it. Elena whirled around because she couldn't think of anything to say back to Caroline and plus, she needed some air. Opening the door again, she was surprised to see Matt standing there. "Matt, hi, you know there's not suppose to be no boys here, right?"

Matt stood there and looked at Elena. Then he exchanged a look with Caroline. "Uh, I didn't really come here to see you. I need to speak with Caroline." It looked like he didn't care that this wasn't a boys school. "I'm just here for a visit".

Elena let him in staring in disbelief at him and Caroline. How dare Caroline to be dating her ex not long after she dumped him! Whoa, where'd did that come from? I'm suppose to be in love with Stefan! How am I still having feelings for Matt?