Heartbreak Warfare.

A/N: Okay so this is my first Songfic/Fanfic. This is set during Last Sacrifice during the Motel scene. I do not own these characters. They are the property of Richelle Mead . I also don't own the awesome song. That's the work of John Mayer. The Bold Italics are some of my favorite lyrics of the song that I couldn't make this songfic without putting them in. However all the grammatical errors are mine. Thanks and please read and review

This is starting to get ridiculous. We have been fighting in our hotel room for what feels like forever even though I know my Russian god and I have just been standing here for about an hour. We trade insults like grenades and the tension in the air makes me want to cry, but I don't. I can't let him see how much this hurts. The man I love no longer loves me back and that is hell. So I put my guardian face on. That's all I can do to keep what is left of my dignity intact. But I just cannot shake the feeling that this "Love fades, mine has" bullshit is not real. If he really wanted to he could have found a way around not coming along on this babysitting mission - even if that meant to defy Princess Vasilisa. I begin to ask him that same question.

"Rosemarie," He begins shaking his head. "Princess Vasilisa asked me to do this for her. I owe her for everything and THAT is the reason I am doing this." I look into his eyes and I know all hope is lost. When he said my name I saw my old Dimitri. The guy with long dark hair and deep brown eyes always willing to help anyone he could. The one who loved me unconditionally through my many faults and the one who helped me fight the darkness that almost consumed me. I was brought back to the present with the rest of his words. "Besides my-"

"Love fades, mine has" I say with a sneer. "I don't believe that for a minute Dimitri. How could you give up on me all of a sudden? It just does not make any sense." It is starting to look like we are just not going to get any sleep. At this point I'm so exasperated with him that my guard slips and I say with a whisper. "God only knows how much I'd love you if you let me but I can't break through at all." At this point all I want to do is to jump into his arms and kiss him but I can't.

"What about Ivashkov?" He says with a sneer. If I didn't know any better I would say that I cracked his guardian mask a little. However I can't deny the feeling of him saying Adrian's name. It is like a bucket of cold water has been thrown on me. It's like he is hunting Strigoi. His words are the stakes and he keeps plunging them into my heart.

"He makes me happy." I say. "Which is a lot better than what you are doing for me right now."

Good to know disappointment has a name- Heartbreak.

And as we finally realize that neither side is going to budge, we decide to call it a night. As we walk away I'm reminded that no one ever really wins in Heartbreak Warfare.