Thank You

Till this day I still don't really understand you. When I think back at the things we have been through, or at least I think we've been through, I don't really understand. You were so kind, kind to everyone. So sometimes it confuses me, is it just with me, or something else.

Despite everything that you make me think, everything I don't understand about you, I know and understand that you made me feel and understand many. Even if you really confused me, you also helped me, a lot. Even if you don't realize it, how much you changed me, you did. Just being with you makes me feel different. It makes me feel quivery and makes me want to be with you, learn about you.

Isn't it weird? You could say we have been there for each other, but in a way we haven't. Yet our relationship is so strong, but in many ways it could be weak. So may things could've brought us to hate or lost, but it didn't, it hasn't. Our time together was so small yet everything that happen was so long. Isn't it weird?

When I think back at everything, if you were gone and never here, it scares me, a lot. I don't want to think about it. But what people don't want to think about is what they usually find themselves pondering about. But I know none of it is true, I know you're here and you always will be. It put me to ease.

You never left me. No matter what I doubt, what I think, even what you think, I don't care, it doesn't matter. I understand one thing. No matter how weak you were or and doubts we had for each other. If it wasn't for you I would never be the person I am now. You gave me support no matter what others think, no matter what you think. I love you for at least that much.

Thank you, thank you Takumi, my most important person.