Hey everybody this is my first time writing a Fanfic for Nightshade in the process of reading the book and I just wanted to write a story about it.

This is rated T for some suggestive statements! So lets get started

Title: The right choice

Pairings: Ren and Calla

Summary: Calla doesn't leave and betray her pack she stays and continues the union with Ren. This story is set a few days before the union.

Countdown till union: 3 days

My life turned upside down the day that I saved Shay's life. I know that it was the right thing to do but ever since then everything has been so complicated especially since Shay keeps on giving me looks and trying to kiss me.

I mean don't get me wrong sometimes I do want to kiss him but I know that I can't because of the upcoming union between me and Ren. Ren, he's a whole different topic. I've been having these feelings whenever I'm with Ren and I think I may just be starting to love him. I love the feeling of fire spreading over my body whenever we touch. I don't get that feeling when I'm with Shay.

As I walk into organic chemistry I see Ren already at our station like always setting up everything. Then I see Shay across the row looking at me. I go and take my place next to Ren; I think this is how it should be for the rest of our lives.

"Hey Lily" says Ren. I smile and I know that I'm really starting to love my nick-name and I thinks that he's starting to think I do too.

"So Ren are we still on for dinner?" to be honest I was kind of excited about having dinner with Ren it made out situation so much more relaxed

"Is that some excitement I hear in your voice? To answer your question yes we're still on and then we will go to the blood ball. Sound good"

"Perfect"

The rest of class was spent doing an experiment with the occasional holding and entwining of hands and fingers from both me and Ren. I could just feel the stares that Shay was giving us but I knew that I can't be anything with Shay and that being with Ren is for the best. On top of that I'm starting to want to spend more time with Ren; I've found myself wanting to spend more time with Ren than with Shay. Honestly if I didn't have to hang out with Shay for Logan I would be spending more time getting to know Ren and him getting to know more about me.

Just the thought of getting to spend all the time with Ren after the union makes my blood rush faster and my heart start to pump out of control. Although it will be a little weird technically being "married" through the rest of my high school career especially with all of the girls Ren dated here. Not that I hold that against him he is an alpha male.

When school ends Shay comes up to me and just looks at me looking like he deserves some explanation. God why can't he just get that I'm practically going to be married in 3 day and he should give up.

"What" I say maybe a little me attitude than I should have but who could blame me I'm a wolf.

"What was that in chem.? With all of the holding hands goo-goo eyes thing. Today it wasn't just Ren it was you too?

"I don't know I'm kind of excited for the union." I said dreamily thinking about the house that me and Ren were going to live in after. I still have yet to see the house yet.

"Excited you have been nothing but dreading the day until a couple of days ago when you all of the sudden didn't want to hang out. What's with that we always hang out?"

"I don't know I think hanging out with the guy that I'm going to spend the rest of my life with is more important than you. Or even just spending my last days as a single person is more important to me."

"Well then I guess I'll just see you tomorrow then." He said angrily and then he exited out of the school.

Ren walks up and just looks at the direction Shay went with a weird face on.

"What was that all about?"

"he got angry with me because I was holding your hand in chem. then he got angry because I haven't been spending much time with him and more with you and some time for myself."

"Oh well that's a little ridiculous."

"Yeah it is."

"Hey do you want a ride home?" Ren asked with his dark eyes shining.

"Yeah that sounds good just hold on a minute." I walked over to Ansel and said "hey Ren is going to drive me home so you drive home." he smiled at me and said quick thanks. As I walk over to Ren I can see the smile on his face. He walks up to me and grabs my hand. I entwine our fingers and he gives me a somewhat shocked glance because for once I'm showing that I want this too.

He walks me out to his car and I hop in and he drives me home when we reach my house I tell him that he can come inside but he said he had something he needed to do so instead we said our good byes and I was just about to walk inside when he grabs my wrist and pulls me close to him and he leans down to give me a kiss. It feels so good to have his lips on mine I feel that fire go through me and I feel our bodies mold together. After what seems like an eternity we both needed air.

I look at him and say "now that was a proper way to say good bye" he chuckles and agrees hops in his car and backs out of the drive way I wave and I already find myself missing him. Well just another reason why I can't wait for tomorrow.