I thought about his long, green hair. I thought about his face. I thought about his eyes. Then I thought about how much I missed him.

"White, are you okay?" Bianca waved her hand in front of my face. I nodded, still deep in my thoughts. Cheren raised a brow.

"Are you sure you're not sick?" Bianca asked. I sighed and nodded again. Sometimes Bianca could be rather annoying. The two of them then left me alone in my bedroom.

"N... Why did you leave?" I knew he would not hear me since he was not here, but still...

Sighing and moaning around in my house was not going to do anything, so I decided to search the entire Unova region for him.

"Swoobat! I choose you!" I threw her pokeball into the air and out came Swoobat. We flew to every city and town and searched around, but in the end, our efforts were in vain.

I returned home, completely exhausted. Cheren and Bianca were waiting for me. They told me that Mom was currently out.

"Were you searching for that guy named N?" Cheren asked as he tilted his head to one side.

"HOW DID YOU KNOW?" I screamed. The cat was out of the bag. I had intended to keep it a secret but...

"You like him, don't you?" Cheren continued. I stuttered when I tried to reply. Oh shoot! That was embarrassing! Of all people to find out, it had to be Cheren.

"C-C-Can we c-change the subject?" The way I was speaking then was embarrassing. I was stammering a lot. My heart was beating in a fast rhythm.

"Let's write letters to Santa since tomorrow is Christmas!" Bianca suggested. I had been so busy searching for N and thinking about him that I forgot it was Christmas Eve! Cheren was about to complain on how childish the idea was when Bianca elbowed him.

"Ouch! That hurt!" He rubbed the area Bianca had hit him. We sat around the table with our papers and pens. I took a pen that was decorated with pictures of Snivy.

I began to scribble on my piece of paper.

Dear Father Christmas,

All I want for Christmas is for N to come back to Unova region. All I want is to see him again...

Yours sincerely,
White

"There! It's finished! Can I go home now?" Cheren asked. He did not want to stay in case Bianca suggested that we should do more wierd stuff. Without waiting for a reply, he grabbed his bag and rushed off.

"I'm going home too! Goodnight, White!" Bianca grabbed her bag and happily walked out of my door.

Mom soon came home and gave me supper. After that, I went to my bedroom. I placed the letter to Santa on my dresser, turned off the lights, and went to bed. I dreamt of N that night... Is it my fault that I loved him? I didn't really care. All I want is for him to come back.

"MERRY CHRISTMAS, DEAR!" Mom barged into my room and woke me up the next morning.

I got dressed and left my house soon after breakfast. I visited all the cities and wished all my friends Merry Christmas.

Cress, Cilan and Chili treated me to lunch at their gym during lunchtime. Many people I visited gave me presents. I was to visit Skyla next so I had to go through Chargestone Cave. The Pokemon there seemed happy, I guess the main reason was because it was Christmas!

At the end of the cave, I could not believe what I saw. I saw him.

"White..." he called my name. I could feel tears rolling down my cheeks. Was it really him? I called his name before I hugged him.

"N...!" And I ended up hugging him and telling him how much I missed him.

"N... I love you!" My day became perfect when I heard the four words that he said afterwards.

"I love you too..."