A/N: So this is my first fanfic!! YAAAAAAAY!!!!!

Disclamier: I (sigh) don't own Twilight (breaks into tears.

April 14, 2009

It's a sunny day in Forks. Jasper is reading, Emmett is sitting looking at the ceiling thinking of new prank ideas, Edward is playing random songs on the piano while listening to Emmett's ideas and yelling at him that they won't work, Alice and Rosalie are flipping through fashion magazines, Carlisle is at work, and Esme is upstairs thinking.

Esme POV

I sat looking at the two small pieces I had left of my daughter. A ribbon, a beautiful lavender that she always used to keep her hair out of her eyes. And a picture of her on the ship. We'd had an artist draw her at the front of the ship just as the sun was setting. As always on this day I was dry sobbing. Why had I lost sight of her? I shouldn't have let her go to help. It was my fault… all my fault… I would hate myself until the end of time. I just wish I could hear her voice once more, see her face, and hug her one more time. But she was gone because of me. I heard the faint sound of Carlisle's car on the driveway. Soon I was embraced by his warm arms and listening to his soothing voice telling me it would be ok.

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Bella POV

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

[Chorus]

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

[Chorus]

April 14. It's been 97 years since I saw Esme and Carlisle.

Flashback:

I stood at the front of the boat letting the fresh air get the smell of third class get away from me. The ocean seemed to be flying by me. Then the bell rang. I looked up towards the watchtower where a man was talking to someone over a wireless. What's wrong I thought scoping around.

"OH SHIT!" I yelled when I saw the giant iceberg ahead of us. We narrowly avoided it and everyone relaxed then the loud creek and crash as it tore through the side of the boat.

"What was that Mommy?" A young girl asked her Mother.

"I'm not quite sure darling!" She said as she lifted the slender child in her arms and went back in the direction they came from. Better warn Esme and Carlisle I thought and followed the woman. When I arrived at their rooms I knocked softly on the door. It was opened quickly by Esme who wrapped her arms around me. I laughed.

"Hello Esme!" She let go of me after kissing my cheek.

"Hello Bella dear! Do you know what that noise was?" She asked as she ushered me into their rooms. Of course being me I tripped on a small piece of dust and was caught by two freezing arms.

"Hello Bella." Carlisle said laughing.

"Oh haha!" I yelled. He continued to laugh.

"Any idea what that noise was?" He asked eyes sparkling with curiosity.

"Yeah…" I swallowed "We umm… hit... an umm… iceberg." I said "They're evacuating I think…" Both stopped smiling.

"Let's get our life vests on dear I'm sure it will be fine!" Esme hugged and comforted me.

"There aren't enough boats." Carlisle muttered. Esme and I's heads snapped up to look at him.

"WHAT?" We both yelled.

"Half the people on this ship are going to die." He said pain in every word.

End Flashback.

I shivered remembering the freezing water. I had run from my parents to help them let down the boats.

"I'll be right back. I love you!" I had smiled and waved over my shoulder trying to comfort their horror filled faces. I'd never see them again. If they were still alive a vampire like me as I expected I'd see them again today. Can't hold this off anymore, Bella. I thought and went out to my metallic storm red Mercedes CLK550 (pic. On profile), plugged in my ipod, and headed off to the small town of Forks.