Dear Addie

I wanna to tell you, I swear, I really want to, but I could, it was to much, and now that you left, I realize that what I feel is so powerful that will never end, no matter what, and I know that a treat you like shit, that I humiliated you in front of everyone, but I really miss you, I miss you like crazy, I really do, but I wanna fight for, I really wanna try to safe our marriage, I'm really in love with you and I'm sorry, that a realize that before, but you are the one who keep me breathing, you are the one who make my heart beat so fast when my eyes found yours shining thought the sun, that you Addie, your are the one that I love, and I know what you are thinking right know, that too late, that isn't a chance for us, but believe me when I say I love, like the first time I saw you in med school, with your fabulous red hair and you prefect smile.

So if you still love me, If there any chance of us to be happy, I really want to try, so please Addie, try to safe our love.

With love,

Your husband.

Derek Shepherd