This Can't Be Happening/Chapter 1
A/N: Hey everyone! So here's a new story for all of you! I really want to thank sakurarox0421 for helping me pick a song! This chapter would have sucked without your help! :) Oh and this chapter starts off how Duncan and Gwen break up but then in the next chapter it starts where they have to go back for another season. Anyway hope you guys like it!
Disclaimer: I don't own the Total Drama Series or the song Last To Know by Three Days Grace.
Gwen P.O.V
He just walked away.
Why didn't he tell me
And where do I go tonight
This isn't happening to me
This can't be happening to me
He didn't say a word
Just walked away
"Duncan get back here!" I screamed with tears running down my eyes.
I can't believe he just did that!
Duncan and I were at dinner because he "needed to talk" about something. I didn't think it would be a big deal but it turned out he didn't love me anymore and has been cheating on me for a month. Why didn't he tell me he wasn't happy?
I got up from the table and ran to my car slamming the door shut and blasting up my radio, only to hear Last To Know by Three Days Grace. It was painful knowing how this song related to me so much right now.
I looked at the time. It was 10:00pm. Duncan and I would usually hangout at the park for a while, but now since were over... I don't know where to go.
This isn't happening! This can't be happening! I can't believe he just walked away from me, from us.
You were the first to say
That we were not okay
You were the first to lie
When we were not alright
This was my first love
He was the first to go
And when he left me for you
I was the last to know
This has never happened to me before. In all my other relationships, my boyfriends would never tell me that we weren't ok anymore. They wouldn't lie to tell me we were alright. And with all my ex's you were my first love! But sadly you left me for her, the stupid, snobby, bitchy, princess, Courtney.
You told all your friends, her friends, but not me. I was the last to know.
Why didn't he tell me
Where to go tonight
He didn't say a word
He just walked away
You were the first to say
Why didn't he have the fucking balls to tell me! Now he's having fun with her, while I'm sitting here crying because my heart was ripped out!
That we were not okay
You were the first to lie
When we were not alright
This was my first love
He was the first to go
And when he left me for you
I was the last to know
You should have just told me we weren't ok anymore. It would have been easier, for the both of us. You wouldn't have to cancel dates saying you were "sick" or "out of town" or "busy", and then I wouldn't be in the situation.
I'll be the first to say
That now I'm okay
And for the first time
I've opened up my eyes
This was my worst love
You'll be the first to go
And when he leaves you for dead
You'll be the last to know
Then I realized how I was stupid and how I could get through this. I'll be the first to say, out of all your ex-girlfriends, I'm actually ok with this. I've opened up my eyes and realized that this was actually my worst love.
When Duncan leaves Courtney for dead she'll be the last to know.
I'll be the first to say
That now I'm okay
And for the first time
I've opened up my eyes
This was my worst love
You'll be the first to go
And when he leaves you for dead
You'll be the last to know
I started my car and drove home speeding through all the red lights. When I got there I raced up to my room grabbing a black and blue box out of my closet. When I opened it up it brought so many memories. There were so many pictures of Duncan and I hugging, kissing, holding hands, and just mostly having a good time. I felt tears form in my eyes again. I took deep breaths in and out and took out a lighter from my drawer.
Watching the flames grow bigger as the pictures burned made the pain go away, but then a certain picture came up.
I remember this night so much. Duncan and I were at the park and it started raining. We didn't care though, we were having fun and that's all that mattered. He held me close in the rain and kissed me passionately but gently while taking the picture. That was one of the best moments of my life.
Everything in my body wanted me to keep the picture but all I could think of was how he cheated on me.
I brought the picture to my lips feeling the cold paper. Pulling the picture away, I grabbed the lighter once again and burned it. "I loved you." I said while closing my eyes with a single tear sliding down my cheek.
A/N: Alright so thanks for reading. If you want me to continue please review. Those are seriously the only things that make me update. So anyway hope you liked it! :)
