I always knew a different you

Then everyone else could see

I always knew who you where inside

Regardless of what pain grew to be

I've always seen your other side

And seen right through your mind

I knew you could be changed

I knew you could be mine

And so I sit here writing now

As all the things you wanted

As a Scribble in the margin

A doodle always haunted

I'm haunted by your beauty

By what you keep inside

I'm haunted at every though

Of what you have to hide

This haunting isn't bad

For what I fear, I am

I've become entwined in you

Sown to you at your hem

The stitches still visible

Though you think there not

I'm not even sure you even know

Or if you just forgot

Regardless of what stitching

Lies between our minds

I still am lost with all this thought

But it's made me think at times

I thought about how evil

The worlds been to me

I've thought about the criticism

At everything I do or see

And so I've come to realize

That what you is right

And when you murder them

I smile inside, at the sight