Disclaimers: I do not own Naruto if I did the way they fight would not be in the open.

Summary: a tragic tale of what happened when Sasuke left on his mission.

When you gone

You're gone for only three hours and I can't control myself, Sasuke, I hope you understand when I tell you…..if I tell you. I did mean to but I wanted to, I didn't think at the time, I didn't think about you, I didn't think about us. It wasn't tempting and he was just a friend. It didn't feel right, but it felt so good. I lost myself in the pleasure and bliss of the moment.

-Flashback-

My phone buzzed in my pocket, I grabbed it and looked at the screen 'Sasuke' was printed in black with a blue background. I pushed 'ok', the screen changed, a purple-ish background with black words that read 'I'm leaving'. I hit reply and typed 'have fun'. The day was great, nothing out of the ordinary it was just perfect. Until I got another text from Gaara 'meet me after class' it said. I didn't think nothing of it at the time, I only thought about what could be wrong.

The bell sounded and I was eager to know what the red head wanted, I waited outside of class for him till he appeared. It was the first time I ever seen Gaara look nervous, he always kept a calm look on his face.

"You wanted to talk to me?" I asked as I wanted up to him.

He up at me and said "hi" before returning to looking at the floor.

At this point I knew something was wrong, he would never beat around the bush like this. "Is something wrong?" I asked him.

"I like you" he said still looking at the floor.

'Oh Shit' I thought to myself. "For how long?" I asked.

"Since 7th grade." He said.

-End flashback-

I can't believe I went to his house to do what I did, I feel so dirty I don't think I can look at Sasuke the same, let alone kiss him. I know I did it before we started dating but that was different from now, Kiba is a friend and he said he loved me. I'm so stupid twice I have hurt myself and the pain is more than just some simple cut.

-Flashback-

I walked into the room as he closed the door behind me; I sat on the bed while he took of my pants. He took my dick in his mouth and started sucking it. It felt good but it was nothing like how Sasuke do it. When he stopped he positioned his ass over my dick and eased down on it. He was tight and warm on the inside, but Sasuke was much tighter and warmer. He started riding it, but it wasn't satisfying. I pulled out and got up, pushed him on his stomach and went in him again. It was feeling good, pulling out and slamming back in hard making him moan.

"I wanna fuck you now." He said

I pulled out and laid on my stomach while he pushed in me. A sharp pain shot through me but it quickly went away. He pushed all the way in and pulled out and slammed back in hard, he reached around and grabbed my cock and started pumping it.

A voice called to us from down stairs making him stop, he quickly pulled out and got dressed.

"I'm sorry" he said "I didn't mean to lead u on."

'To fucking late for that' I thought as I pulled my clothes back on.

"I don't feel right doing this, you have to go." He said as he unlocked the door. I walked out the door and toward my house.

-End flashback-

I feel so dirty now it's odd, I can smell his sent on me, it vexing. How dare he, that bitch do that ask me to fuck then stop and put me out. …how dare I do something so treasonous so deceitful…I don't deserve Sasuke after that how can he love such a whore like me.

-Flashback-

I get a text from Gaara 'I sorry for misleading you. When you left I started crying, I'm sorry delete this message when you're done reading it.'

'Ok I will' I texted back while in my mind I screamed 'bitch fuck you'.

-End flashback-

-End story-

(A/N) As I wrote this story I cried

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