This is my first time I writing a fanfic! Please be nice :)


Fairy Tail had won the Grand Magic games and moved back to the original building. The only one who wasn't there to celebrate was Juvia Lockser. She was still in her room in 'Fairy Hills'. She was thinking about what happened on the Naval Battle, when Lucy got injured a lot.

If that was Juvia they wouldn't even care, she thought. Juvia isn't that important. Juvia is only … one of the others.

If she was the one who fought Minerva she would be able to hold back until the battle was over. But what if she didn't? What if she was weak as Lucy, and couldn't hold her back. Even if the match was over, Minerva would kill her. Nobody would care. Not a single one. Gray and Natsu wouldn't catch her when she falls. She would face the hard ground and die there. Not even the referee would care. No one would care. What makes Lucy so special and important that they give their lives for her sake? Would they do that to Juvia? Is their 'Nakama' talking only a lie? Or it just counts Lucy in it?

Juvia felt a real hate against Lucy. She was their 'Nakama', but her team was only calling her stupid when she fails, like on the Naval Battle. She gave away too much concentration on Gray instead for the battle. Her obsession for Gray destroyed the chance for Fairy Tail. Juvia was just useless trash. The guild doesn't need her at all.
Juvia stood up and walked through her room with small steps. Her eyes were full of tears and her heart was falling in pieces. Did Fairy Tail really want her in their guild? What's getting these feelings to her? How would Fairy Tail react if she died? Should they be sad or doesn't care at all?
The bit that was left of Juvia's heart felt loneliness and hate.

What I Juvia dies? Would the guild care then? Or would they just let it be?

Juvia shed tears and screamed. It was so painful that she couldn't even stand. Her knees couldn't bear her any longer. She fell on the marble floor.

Juvia can't take this pain anymore. Juvia is too weak. Juvia can't live with this.

With her last powers she crawled over the floor to the kitchen. She crashed right in one of the walls. Thanks to her tears she couldn't see anything.
While she was in the kitchen, she took a knife from the knife stand.

Sorry everybody. Sorry my beloved Gray-Sama. Juvia is so sorry to causing you trouble.

She hold the knife against her throat. Her life was just a mess, her Gray-Sama would never love her, and everyone thinks she's stupid. Farewell, Fairy Tail.
When she cut her throat she didn't feel any pain at all. Everything went black.

Farewell, Fairy Tail.


It was a normal day in the guild. Natsu, Gray and Gajeel were fighting over a job the three men were looking for.

"Give it back, squinty eyes! I saw it first!" the ice mage roared and punched Natsu in the face.

"But I took it first, stripper!" the black-haired man shouted at the icemage.

Gajeel punched both away in the wall and took the job.

"Gomenasai, but this job is mine, gehe."

Natsu and Gray stared at the running iron dragon slayer. He took a thing that was theirs! Natsu would defiantly give revenge.

In the bar sat Cana and drank booze. She had drunk about two thins and was beginning to a contest she would have with Bacchus next week.

"Cana, you shouldn't drink that much", said Mirajane while she plastered a glass. "You can become deathly sick".

"And you're saying that now?" she answered Mirajane.

Mirajane only smiled at her and took an order from Gray. He sat two chairs away from her and looked with a boring glance at the wall. He felt that something was missing, but he couldn't say what. The raven-haired boy took the beer and began to drink.

"What's bothering you, Gray?" asked Mirajane a bit wondering.

"I don't know … It just feels like something is missing."

Cana and Mirajane agreed to that. Something was missing. The guild was noisy as always and Natsu picked up a fight as always. What was missing? Or who was missing. Mirajane looked over the guild to see what was missing. It wasn't many girls in there so that maybe was that. But they were in Fairy Hills, at least Levy and Bisca, and Juvia by the way. Erza was fighting with Natsu and Happy because she thinks they ate her strawberry cake.

Just in that moment Levy ran in to the guild. Her eyes were full of tears and she was stumbling through the door.

"I-I, I must talk to Master! It's an emergency!"

Levy could barely talk. She was crying loud and was begging to see Master. What's going on?
Gray sat frozen on the bar chair. Has something happened? Is someone dead? What the heck is going on?

Master came to the big hall and looked at Levy.

"You searched for me, my kid", he said peacefully. "What has happened?"

Levy started to cry even worse. Her eyes were red and her cheeks were the same color as Erza's hair.

"W-we can't talk h-here m-master", she said behind the tears.

Master Makarov showed her the way to a room. The guild was in silence. What could have happen? Gray wasn't able to move. Her muscles froze. He began to be cold. The ice mage were blocking his head. Has it happened something to Lucy, or anyone else in the guild? That though was making him crazy? Who dare to mess with Fairy Tail? Gray stood up and began to go to Lucy's place to see if she was okay. In the same moment come master out. Mumbling spread into the guild hall.

"Can I get everyone's attention?!" Makarov said it serious and loud that everyone heard him. "We got a loss today. One of our guild members was found dead."

Everyone was quite. Alzack sat with Asuka in his embrace. He hoped it wasn't Bisca.
No one couldn't even say about who was dead. It was painful to even think about it. In this guild everyone is a 'Nakama'. Everyone takes care of their 'Nakama'.

"Whoever who did it should pay", said Natsu and his eyes were almost red of hate.

Gray couldn't believe it. Was someone of his 'Nakama' dead?! Impossible … in that moment he began to think about Juvia. Was it her? If it was her, he would kill the murder as the stupid bastard it was.
If Juvia was dead, he couldn't tell her he loved her …


Juvia woke up in an empty room. The wall was white and the room was in a lonely silence. The blunette couldn't tell where she was, but there were no one there. It was like emptiness, like she was in nothing. Where was she?
Some meters from Juvia, it stood someone. She had long, light brown hair which stopped at her hip. Juvia ran against the woman. Who was she? The woman turned around and looked at Juvia. She had big, green eyes and she looked exactly like … Gray! How could that be possible? Her beloved Gray-Sama was in a woman form.

"Nice to meet you, Juvia Lockser", she said with a steady voice. "It's difficult to say this, but you're dead."

Juvia wasn't surprised. It was the point – to kill herfself.

"Juvia knows. She committed suicide."

The woman gasped a bit. She looked surprised. But then she nodded.

"Well", the woman said, "let me introduce myself. My name is Maria Fullbuster".

Juvia was petrified of shock. Was she … one of Gray's family members? She looked down.

"Well, you're not exactly dead. You can get your life back ..."

Juvia was frozen. Get her life back? She killed herself because she wanted to die. No other reason.

"Let me finish", Maria said. "If you see how much your friends and family miss you, you are able to get back your life."

Juvia had no words. Miss her? Not a chance. She was just only trouble for the guild. It was no way that they would miss her. The blunette sat down on the white mark. She started to cry and teardrops fell to her cheeks. The brunette was only looking at her with a serious glance, like the way Gray did to her. It was so painful to see Gray again. It wasn't Gray, but someone who reminds you so much of a person.


Done! *^*

This is Danielle's first time c:
Danielle isn't so good at english, so please tell me where there is a grammar/spelling wrong.
Danielle will post new chapter soon as possible! She also take request of stories except GrayLu, Lyvia and Nali ...
Danielle doesn't like (hates with my life) that OTP's :3

Danielle doesn't own Fairy Tail. If she did Gray and Juvia would be canon a LOOOONG time ago c: