"All I ever did was love you..."
"The worst thing I ever did, was love you back..."
You said I was your worst mistake.
Your worst mistake, after everything you did I was the one thing that you regretted the most. That's what you said, not in as many words, but what you said is all you needed to say. A mistake. The one you wanted to erase above all. It all felt so real while you were here, I thought it would last…maybe not forever but for longer at least. I wanted you to stay, because now you're gone nothing else seem relevant as cliché as it sounds, it's true. You left and im sure you took my heart with you. But im numb and can't feel anything so I can't be sure.
Look what you've done to me, at least before you appeared I didn't need anyone, and I know you'd say "but now you can feel life, but life like this isn't worth feeling. Innocence has passed. You didn't love me enough to spare me? You couldn't leave me alone when you first appeared? You couldn't have stayed? Why couldn't you have stayed?
You left and now…I'm left. Alone. And im still in love with you. So just come back.
Or let me go. Wherever you are let go, please. Let go….
