Present Day
I storm into the flat which I'm currently sharing with my brother and his fiancée (who were luckily out together for a date), slamming the door behind me and lying down on the sofa, my eyes burning with the sudden flood of tears in them. Now finally in the privacy of the apartment I let them fall down my cheeks as I am engulfed in sobs and my body is heaving with every sharp breath I take.
My life seems to be continuously falling apart in shards of glass around me. Shards of glass that would fall and cut me open till I was emotionally bleeding and crying like I am right now. And all the shards that are currently falling are piercing my heart.
I haven't been very fortunate when it comes to my love life. In total I've officially been in 4 different relationships. But despite my lack of luck to maintain them, I've always fallen hard for my lovers. I don't know what it is but every time I feel like a relationship is prospering, it ends.
Is it something to do with me? Am I just that unlovable? I feel another wave of tears building up inside me, even though the ones that I've been crying haven't all been cried out yet. I wonder will I ever be happy, with someone to love and that someone who would love me back. Someone who would hold me close and kiss away my tears if I cried and tell me "Arthur, it's okay. I'm here for you". At the rate of this downward spiral, I highly doubt it.
As I pull a blanket over myself, I let myself be pulled into the past, as I try to figure out, what went wrong?...
The prologue of a story that I've been meaning to write for a long time. It is based off a Hetalia AU rp I was doing a few summers ago. Hope you enjoy.
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