My eyes turn foggy
And here comes the tears
It's hard to see things like this
I'm filled with regret
For not being able to say those things to you
I know they're simple
But it's become a daily thing for me
Good night
I love you
I miss you
Sweet dreams
Hun
I miss you so much
I wish I could see you
I wish for everything to be the way we want
And it's not your fault
So stop saying sorry
It's not your mom's either so don't blame
I know it's gonna be another two weeks
But still
At least it's Valentine's
It's a good time to go on a date
Our first one
Please don't be sad about this time, look forward to the next
I promise it will be perfect
I'll bring 50 and you bring 10
You'll pay the bus and I'll do the rest
We'll sit around borders and read
Or we'll buy something at the candy store
Eat lunch at a restaurant
Do anything else we want
Go see Myah
Then go back home
It'll be fun
I promise you
Not like we ever do but;
No fighting
And Not like this happens when it's just me and you but;
I'm not gonna cry
Unless you make me so happy that I can't help it
In Borders I'll take you to the corner of the second floor
And I'll give you my Valentine's gift
It's not much, but...
I don't think a flower would make it...
Although I might get you a fake flower
The most beautiful one I can find
But even that I cannot compare to your beauty
You're so wonderful
And I'd kiss you until you fall asleep if I could
But I'm always the one to fall asleep first
It's probably because I stay up all night the night before just for you
But I don't mind
As long as it's for you
I promise you our first date will be the best I can give you right now.
I'd give you a normal date, dinner and a movie.
But it seems too bland.
I also thought about heading to the cemetery and having a picnic there in the summer for dinner as a date.
But...I thought you would think I'm a freak for that.
So downtown works,
I guess,
I just agreed because my idea of a date is...stupid.
I'm sorry for being a freak.
I love you so much.
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