Thea: New version! w A fellow author helped me realize my mistakes so I redone it! I hope this is better... So now I guess this is the second Vanguard fic I've written..? Please don't go hard on me! w;

Disclaimer: I do not own Cardfight! Vanguard, I only own Taijiri and the plot.

Complicated

Chapter 1: Feelings For Vanguard

Taijiri's P.O.V.

Learning how to play Vanguard was the biggest regret and the biggest mistake I have ever made in my life.

I had just woken up again, the sun was shining brightly and I looked over to my desk drawer, I saw those cards again. I cursed myself for keeping them, maybe I should burn them. I sighed. I've hated Vanguard ever since I turned 14. It practically made my real brother craving for to much cardfights, until he ended up getting his arm broken.

I walked down the kitchen to see my step-brother on the dining table, eating stuff my foster mother cooked for breakfast.

"Taijiri-nee-san! Over here! The food tastes great!" Kamui yelled at me as I make my way to the table.

"Itadikamasu." I simply stated as I grabbed my chopsticks and prayed. I started eating some onigiris and sushis Mom made.

"Nee-san, have you change your mind about Vanguard?" Kamui asked me as I dropped the onigiri in between my chopsticks.

"No... and I never will." Was my instant answer to him as I got off the table, after finishing my last few food on my plate, I had a quick shower and then wore my uniform. I walked to the front door of our house grabbing my kendo sword.

"I'm going ahead Okaa-san, Kamui." I stated as I placed on my shoes and my hand was placed on the door knob. I opened the door and ran out as I heard them say 'Be careful'. I walked to Miyaji having past a place called Card Capital. I've had good times there, but now their just bad memories.

I saw Misaki come out of the place, I remember her living on the apartment on top of it.

"Um... Good morning." She greeted me, it was the first time we talked to one another again.

"Good morning, Tokura-senpai." I greeted her as I continued to walk, she locked her door and walked around behind me.

"Misaki is fine, Taijiri." she told me after I turned around and looked at her, then I shifted my eyes of her gaze and continued walking. She wouldn't understand. I wanted to tell them the reason but no, no one would understand. Not one of them.

We kinda walked together until we reached schools, we bowed to each other making our way to our classrooms, mine was a dreadful one, with Tatsunagi, Sendou, Shingo, and Ishida. The four members of the Cardfight Club, the idea was stupid, why even allow it? I didn't get why I brought my deck today either. Maybe I should just give it away, it was limited edition, since its the only copy in the world, the last copy my real parents made. They were card artists of Vanguard, so last time they made the cards and got killed, I treasured it, but now... I sighed.

"Taijiri-san?" I looked up as I fell of my seat to see Sendou Aichi in front of my table along with his members in the Cardfight club, did class just finish? Man, that was a long thinking.

"Ah... Sendou-san, why are you consulting me?" I asked him as he smiled and sweatdropped.

"You don't have to be so formal, Taijiri-san." Sendou told me as I looked at him then back to my book.

"If this has anything to do with Cardfights or Vanguard, I'd rather not talk about it." I said as I shut my eyes tight, Aichi sighed. He looked at the others and was about to leave when kourin stayed behind.

"What?" I asked her straightly, she quickly grabbed my cards under my desk and showed it to me.

"Why would you bring it if you really aren't interested?" Kourin asked me and I glared at her.

"I don't know myself." I answered Tatsunagi, yanking it off her arm, she's not allowed to touch it like that. Wait.. did I... just care...? About.. those cards... Maybe.. I am interested.

"How about we determine it with them?" She told me taking her deck out, I grasped my deck and set it, accepting her challenge. Hey, I haven't been playing... but my instincts were forcing me too, hand moving on my own, unbelievable, even my lips! Well, I guess they really are the answer, got no escape now. I better make the best of it.

"Stand up, Vanguard!" Kourin and I stated as we turned our cards over for the start of the game, I may have not played in a long time. But I am not gonna lose!

Thank you for reading until the end, I hope you liked it! w Please don't go hard on me though... Anything in reviews is welcome... I can take it. :) Thanks so much for reading, and I hope this didn't waste your time... Jya, next time I guess.. Jya~