Title: I Need You Noah
Chapter: 1/1
Rating: PG
Summary: Luke feels alone after Noah has left him
Characters: Luke, Noah (mentioned)
Genre: Drama, AU
Warnings: Sad Luke
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I wondered how long I could keep this up.
Keep the feelings from breaking my heart, and I knew that I wouldn´t be able to put it back together.
As I lay awake in my bed, staring at the ceiling, my mind drifted to the last time I had seen him, where he told me that we were over.
I blinked, trying to keep the tears from spilling forth, and rolled onto my side. He had slept in this bed, laid his head on the pillow.
I squeezed my eyes tight and took a deep breath through my nose. I could still smell him and for a few seconds pretend that he was here with me, in the bed.
But soon it became too much and a single tear slide down my cheek. I opened my eyes and for a moment I almost expected him to lie next to me, but then reality hit me and I struggled to breathe.
I got out of bed and got dressed, my mind screaming at me that he was truly gone and that I needed to realize it.
I stumbled out of my room and as fast as I could I made my way downstairs. Everywhere I turned I could see him and his baby blue eyes just looking at me.
A sob escaped my lips as I wretched the screen door open, it giving a little squeak but thankfully nobody heard and I stepped out into the driveway.
I thought about getting in my car and just drive far away, but instead I turned and ran towards the pond. The only place I know I could feel safe.
I collapsed on the ground and for a few moments I just sat there, staring out over the water breathing heavily, before a sob escaped my lips.
"I need you Noah," I whispered before breaking down in tears.
