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It was her mission she took on the role that no one else wanted , no one else wanted to take on the task and well she had nothing left to lose . Except her self.

When I started this it was not going to be messy but then these whiskey amber colored eyes sat down and begged me to tell his story , so being the creative gal I am agreed however ,the more I write his story the more I begin to understand the angel Gabriel .

Please feel free to tell me how crappy this is and if it get too choppy I'll finish it and re organize it to not be a hot mess . Fair enough? plus I'm not sure if Gabe and Cas are related but in here they are .

Disclaimer – while I do not own anything having to do with the show this story came out of my own sappy brain .

2007

" Are you sure Child that you want to do this , it could happen any time and you will be ripped out of your glory and shoved into a crazy life " Missouri asked her young and talented student. The woman looked at Missouri.

" Look , if shit is going to start getting as bad as you say it is then yes I'm sure " Renee answered . Missouri looked at the Sage and nodded. Missouri looked at the man sitting on the couch and nodded at him. the man walked towards Renee and raised his hands to touch her when she stopped him .

" Wait ,wait how much is this going to hurt ?" she asked him looking into the bluest of eyes , he frowned at her .

"There will be considerable pain but I can heal that later" he told her.

" Of course there will be , well lay those hands on me and lets get it done " she gave them a unsure smile but deep inside she knew it was the right thing to do . The man and Missouri walked closer to her chanting a spell to her in a language she had never heard of before and within seconds the amount of pain that was flowing through her body the most pain she had ever experienced . It had felt like thousands of tiny needles being plunged into her skin and then was electrified.

Missouri and the man carried Renee into one of the guest bedrooms and carefully placed her on a bed. Missouri had the look of a motherly worry on her face. she looked at the man next to her , who had placed a hand on the woman's forehead to heal all the pain that had been inflicted for the past half hour .

"How long do you think she will be out for?" she asked him.

"I am not certain. Missouri "the man kept the worried face on for a moment or two long before it changed almost instantly. His eyes turned upward listening for a signs of Renee awaking.

Darkness surrounded Renee, even though her eyes were opening. The darkness had started to fill the sky. She had lain still for a moment trying to see if there was any pain. She did not feel anything remotely close to pain. Sitting up, she swung her legs over the side of the bed and looked over at the calendar. Al least it had only been one day that had past.

Carefully, Renee tiptoed downstairs in Missouri's house. She heard voices and then came a new voice. She recognized Missouri's and Castiel's the man with the blue eyes, but the third was a rough gravelly voice. She was not sure who it was. Quietly she said an invisibility incantation and walked into the room. She studied the third man 6'1 or 3, he was a handsome man. Stubble on his face, kind brown eyes at a first glance you would think they looked lost but there was a determination to them. She has seen that look before but in a younger man in the bar she worked at. 'What was his name?" As Renee edged closer the man looked around the room and he looked right in her direction.

Renee, felt as if everyone could hear her heart beating threw her chest.

"I am sorry Missouri. Guess I am just paranoid. I've been for so long and now this man tells me I'm going to die yet play a larger role in this . ?" Renee watched the man rub his face. He looked like he had age year right in front of her face.

Deciding maybe she had heard enough. Renee retreated back into her room and as she entered the room .The man who gave her, her new found powers was glaring at her.

"You should not be awake yet? He told her as he reached out and touched her forehead, her knees buckled under her and the man reached out to catch her before she fell to the ground. He placed her on the bed once more.

" Sleep my child , you have a long road ahead of you " he whispered , leaning down and placing a kiss on her forehead . He then descended back down the stairs into the living room.

"Okay it is done for now, Renee will live a normal magic practicing life and we will train her as she gets older "

John frowned at the slimmer man "are you sure this will work out, seems a bit much just to help you down the road and save you from my sons?"

"It John trust me , she is needed more now than ever to save me and your sons and world. John trusts me I would not lie to you "

Missouri, who had listened to the plan over and over and nodded at her friend "it will be okay John "

John, frowned as he looked at Missouri and the man in the trench coat then let out a sigh. "Alright, alright I'll trust you, and I thought Sam could give the puppy eyes good "

Missouri, smiled at john, she remembered Sam giving John the puppy eyes whenever he wanted something. John would try and resist, however there wasn't much John would not do for either son.

The man in the trench coat looked over at John "I must go back to my garrison. Missouri I trust you will keep Renee safe? I will send Gabriel to train and keep watch as well "

"Of course Castiel" she watched the man disappear and then turned to look at John "Now when are you going to call those boys "

John only looked up and frowned at her.

2009- 'Renee now 24 living at a safe house but still training with Missouri and as befriended Gabriel , possibly a little more than befriended the Arch Angel .

"Hey, Darlin, when you get a chance, can my brother and I get a few beers? And a menu if the kitchen is still open?"

Somewhat annoyed a late customer came in yet again Renee turned around to yell at the man asking for a beer when she noticed how handsome he was.

'Yes sure Hun in a minute "she told him he gave her a wink and a smile and then she saw Gabriel and frowned.

Renee walked over to Gabriel and his brother Balthazar "Gabriel what do you want?" she hissed out at him and her hand started to glow.

The amber eyes man smirked "Calm down I'm not here to stay anything I wanted to apologize for the way I acted the other day "he looked at the blond man sitting next to him who prompted him to stutter out the next sentence.

"I'd like to make it up to you?" he said rolling his eyes.

Renee still angry at him hissed out once more "Gabriel, you know you can't lay a finger on me in public, it's frowned upon and besides Missouri is still mad"

Gabriel was not one to beg for forgiveness he was the one who gave it " Renee ,you have become quite the powerful Sage and I have warm feelings for you ,don't forget why you are so powerful " he added as his smile faded .

Knowing that Gabriel , wouldn't hurt her she decided to taunt him " oh Gabriel you are sexy when you are mad and trying to intimidate me , but let's not forget , you can't do anything to me . I chose to do the right thing and help that brother of yours "

And it worked.

Gabriel scoffed at her "you are going to threaten me? All I have to do is tell the Winchesters over there who you are and they will be salting and burning your ass so fast it will make Missouri's head spin" he nodded in the direction of the handsome man and the younger one sitting with him .

Before Renee could place a rebuttal statement at him and as on cue Balthazar spoke up " Oh for the love of …..Well God get a room already you two are making me sick "

Renee smirked as she eyes the Winchester brothers "So that is them huh, maybe I should ask for their autographs?" she wiggled her eyebrows and squealed as Gabriel smacked her ass as she walked away.

Dean, winced as he heard the smack and squeal then smirked he had doled that out many times. Renee smiled brightly at the brothers and the hand print on her butt was still stinging.

"Gentleman here is the beers you asked for and here is a menu. Kitchen is open till 2 "

Sam watched his brother turn on the charm and only shook his head. His attention was caught by the two o men walking out of the door, they didn't really fit in. Before he could put more thought into it his attention went back to Dean and the server.

"I'm sorry honey I'm sure my husband would not approve of that idea, but you are a handsome man, and your brother. If I wasn't already married ….." before she could finish her sentence time stood still and Gabriel stood before her once more.

"Sam and Dean Winchester , well at least this time you are flirting with the right people but you forget while your pretending to be married , you forgot your ring "

"My what?"

"Your ring, now kiss me "he instructed.

"What Gabriel, I don't have time for "she protested.

"Just kiss me "he told her once again.

Renee, leaned in and kissed Gabriel, not that she hated kissing him, matter of fact it was once of her favorite things to do to him. She looked down at something that was burning her finger, a strand of gold grew snuggly around her finger and she smiled. She also realized Gabriel altered time and that he had re started the conversation with Dean and Sam.

"Your husband is a lucky man "Sam said.

Renee smiled ," he really is and he better remember that too, now , you two look starving , so look over that menu and I'll be right back. "

Watching Renee walk away, Sam felt as if something was wrong with that whole scene, why where they talking about the woman's husband and he recalled no ring the first time . Something was off about this whole town, which was why they were there and he had a feeling that the server knew something, or a lot of things.

Missouri wrung her hands as she looked at the clock, Renee should have been back by now and she hadn't called either and Missouri was certain she knew why. Quickly she did a summoning spell and Castiel appeared before her looking very annoyed.

"Missouri, this better of been important "

"You need to rein in your brother "Missouri pointed her finger at Castiel. She was neither scared nor intimated by the angel.

"Gabriel wouldn't hurt Renee" Castiel told her "I trust my brother "

"He could ruin everything, he isn't supposed to fall in love with Renee "

Castiel was taken aback by the statement " He wouldn't do that , we angels , know no love for the human s only for our father we only serve them " he said more out loud than to her with confusion mixed into his voice .

"Gabriel is a passionate angel, he enjoys humans, you stop this Castiel or I will "Missouri scolded "I will talk to Hennertia about training Renee you go talk to your brother "

All Castiel, could do was nod in an agreement and vanished. He knew is brother had a love of humans but to lay claim to the one who was going to save them all, it couldn't possibly happen. He would have to erase parts of their memories. This idea made him sad as for the same reason.

I'm sorry if this seemed to jump around too much – this is written in the past but will come to the future. I'll have more to post later tomorrow. A wonderful storm is rolling in right now and I'm off to grab pics of it.