Disclaimer: I do not own Yu-Gi-Oh! Or Kittie. Kitties owns their song, "Brackish"

Please tell me if I should continue.

The foreward slashes are the actual song.

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/She is not scared to die The best things in life drive her to cry/

She walked on a dark street, past the game shop and into the park, why must I be so cold? I cry at the happy things and laugh at the bad. I cried a long time ago, but no I can't. I laughed at his death, or so it seems.

/Crucify then learn {Take so much away from inside you Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you He's your fucking shoulder to lean on Be strong} /

I never really wanted to learn all of life's lessons, but there were so many. The pain I've suffered is like a sugar-addict saying no to free candy

/Sit and watch me burn {Take so much away from inside you Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you He's your fucking shoulder to lean on Be strong} /

I had someone to cry on, but no, there're gone, someone to guide me when I'm wrong. A blonde pretty face, now only shadows of a memory. She left me at my time of need, now they are only an unfamiliar shadow in my dreams.

/She's led to believe That it'll be OK /

I know that it should be alright, but what happens when I no longer can fight? I could be CEO for a while, but someone will just throw me over. And I am in no condition to fight. Damn I hate Yugi Muto.

/Look at your face Scarred in dismay /

Scars of the time when I trusted him, those grey hairs, making him older that it seems. Red, black, and peach: colors of my pain.

/But times have changed And so have you /

My life has since changed. It was only last July that the duelist kingdom was held, only a month ago what I held his hand. I haven't seen him since; he probably left me like the others. Why can't I just be myself, instead of a robot, doing someone else's dirty work?

/I think I'd rather Crucify than learn {Take so much away from inside you Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you He's your fucking shoulder to lean on Be strong} /

I would rather get punished then learn my lesson: never trust anyone. I have been brought up to believe I could only depend on myself. What I wouldn't give to be able to count on someone beside myself.

/Sit and watch me burn {Take so much away from inside you Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you He's your fucking shoulder to lean on Be strong}/

HE ripped my heart out and replaced it with cold steel and ice, he couldn't ever help me, I had to fend for myself, I had to lean on him, and he pushed me away. He told me to be strong, and that I am. Too strong for my own good. Too stuck up and too cold-hearted. What a bastard he was!

/I'd like to take you down And show you deep inside/

Can someone come along and just see me for me? Why can't anyone look past the money and faux publicity?

/My life, my inner working of smell And lack of inner pride/

I have no pride and my life is a horrible mess, it smells all the time, of death, sadness, and rotting money.

/To touch upon the surface Is not for what it seems/

To see my face, to touch upon me, I feel they aren't what they seem.

/I take away my problems But only in my dreams/

I have a lot of problems, and a lot of dreams, all taken away with a single breath. Her. She was kind, once. Until disease reeked its vengeance on her.

/Take so much away from inside you Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you He's your fucking shoulder to lean on Be strong /

I am strong and I will fight. I am young, but I will survive.

/Take so much away from inside you Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you He's your fucking shoulder to lean on Be strong /

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My first songfic, please no flames. If you have any comments, please review. And do tell me if I should continue.