Another try at Jimmy Neutron fandom with Jimmy/Cindy this time.

Disclaimer Don't own.

Until He's Gone

Summary: Cindy didn't notice her crush for Jimmy until he left after an insult that made him snap. Instead of staying within the High school he goes to the college where he been going for classes on his computer. How could she been blind to this?

Warnings: Au, ooc, regret, pinning, Jimmy angst, Cindy Centric, oc, some language

"How dumb are you Nerdtron?" Cindy sneers as Jimmy stares wide eye feeling heat of humiliation sear his cheeks. "No girl would go with a nerd like you."

".…I see," Jimmy's voice becomes monotone as most of Retroville High's student body laughs as the popular girl friends with Cindy howls out laughing stating he's too much of a nerd for her and all he's good for is for having homework only.

He turns on them not realizing this be the last they see of the former boy genius. He walks head low and fighting tears. He won't cry. To his anger and pain a couple tears roll.

Still standing with the other laughing students Cindy feels please though a pit of her stomach guilt bubbles.

"That's cold Cindy," the familiar nasal tone of Carl said softly.

"Yeah even for you," Sheen adds frowning as the two boys take off to catch up with their friend.

Cindy frowns wondering if she been cruel but Claudia wanted to play with Jimmy's heart than trash it. She did this to stop her at the very least of that type of pain. She tries to shake it off.

It wasn't until the next day when the news hit. Jimmy left. More specifically he gone to the college he rolled into instead of staying in high school. Cindy finds herself feeling discontented and lost. She didn't understand the feeling she feels until a couple weeks later when her eyes open.

"Oh my god Cindy you love the dork," Claudia scoffs startling the blond from her musings while pushing the food around her plate.

"What are you talking about?" She ask the brunette girl who continues making a face.

"You love Neutron the damn dork that took off." The girl snarls shivering at the thought.

"He's not that a damn Dork. He's a genius," Cindy answers automatically making her stiffen.

She just defend Jimmy. She been missing him as of late. Wondering how he been but afraid to go to his house to see if he's there. She feels a blush form in her cheeks. Glancing at Libby she sees her knowing look.

"I'm an idiot huh," She said.

"Yup," Libby replies popping gout the 'p' making Cindy to wince feeling more guilty than ever.

She would have to see Jimmy soon. Her feelings that been a crush turn into something more. Has she really screwed things up before anything can go? She bites back the bile as the bell rings. Her stomach twists into knots. Yes she's screwed. Only thing she can do is get through the rest of school before facing the music and visit the Neutron household to see Jimmy.