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A/N: this is my second sonfic! Please review and be honest!
Hermione Granger checked her trunk one last time to see if she had forgotten anything. Seeing that she didn't she flopped down on her bed and and looked at the picture on the nightstand next to her, this picture was always the last thing to be packed. It was a picture of Her and Harry, over the summer before their 5th year, that picture always made her smile, they looked so happy there, sitting under the shade of a willow tree. Now there would probaly be less and less of those days, they were graduating school tommorrow, and quite frankly Hermione didn't have a clue of what would become of her. She used to have her whole life planned out, everything to the littlist detail, but now her whole plan was useless. Why? Because Harry wasn't in her life. She closed her eyes and let the memories flash before her eyes.
~*~You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did~*~
Hermione always had a fear of heights, way before Hogwarts she was terrified of flying in airplanes, it was now magnified a million times sice she learned that the favored sport was played on brooms at death defying heights and speeds. She remembered when she had a fling with one of her friends, Ron Weasley,he had proved to be quite a good keeper, and in 5th year replaced Oliver Wood. He hgad claimed he had a 'Suprise' for her one spring night, and dragged her out to the Quidditch Pitch, blind folded, and before she knew it she was flying high above the school, that was when their 'relashionship' ended.
Harry wasn't like that though, he knew that she didn't like flying at all, sure once in a while he would ask her if she wasn't to go for a short ride after a game, but she always declined. Part of her wanted though to get on that broom and sail high above the high the clouds, that would be her only way to spend time alone with Harry.
~*~Everybody wants you, everybody loves you~*~
Hermione had become used to fighting her way through girls to get to Harry, he had become quite handsome over the years, he was definatly not the scared awkward boy he was 7 years ago when she first met him on the train. When the rumors that she and Harry were together back in her 4th year, she could see jelous looks from the whole female population.
~*~I know i should tell you how i feel
I wish everyone would disappear~*~
She thought that that would be the best time to tell him that she liked him, if the whole school already thought that they were together, it wouldn't come as much as a shock to them. But she never found the time to talk to him in private. She was either studying for exams, hanging out with Harry and Ron, or Harry was to busy worrying about the triwizard tournament. All that bottled up emotion made her do crazy things, like starting S. P. E. W., an give Harry a kiss on the last day of school at the train station.
~*~Every time time you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say
Ooh, I got a crush on you~*~
Those few times when she did find herself alone with Harry, she acted strange, she couldn't stop smiling, giggling, or blushing. She became angry with herself, it was just Harry, she had to keep telling herself. Sometimes, during the nights that they both couldn't sleep they would take the invisibilty cloak, and go to the Astronomey Tower, to watch the stars.
~*~I hope you feel the way that i do~*~
There were few, seldom times when she felt ready to tell him this, but she was terrified of what his reaction would be. Would he be shocked, to much to say anything? Maybe he wouldrun out of the room, never to speak to her again. That really scared her, she couldn't lose her best friend all because of some feelings that she felt. But then again, she dreamed, she hoped, she prayed, that he would take her up in his arms and kiss her, promising that they would always be toghether, loving eachother, forever.
~*~I get a rush
When I'm with you~*~
There were few times when she wondered if he had the same feelings about her as she did with him. During their trips to Hogsmede, he often held her hand, rubbing his thumb gently across the back of her hand in a smothing motion. But he was always sending mixed signals to her. She couldn't get her hopes up to high before she saw him staring at another girl. It didn't exactly boost her ego to much.
~*~Ooh, I've got a crush on you
You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you~*~
Hermione would always be there for Harry. Who else would he talk to when he needed someone to listen. Ron? No, he was always cracking jokes and playing tricks on fellow classmates, he had become quite like his older twin brothers over the years. Ginny? She was to busy checking him out to listen to a word he was saying. So ultimatly, it was her who Harry could confide in. He knew her as Calm, cool, and collected. He was bravery and she was his reason. She was the only one that Harry could feel that he could trust. She thanked god every day that she was that to him, if only she could be more.
~*~And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way~*~
Sometimes she didn't want to listen to what Harry had to say though. Back in 6th year Harry went out with his long time crush, Cho Chang. He rarley spent any time with her then, he was always out walking on the grounds with her, eating with her, studying with her. It broke Hermion each time she saw them together. She and Harry would stay up late during the nights, talking about his day with Cho, he would tell her everything, from what they talked about, what they had in common, to when they made out, and how far they went with eachother (with wasn't very far, much to her delight). That ended after 5 months, Cho had seemed to lose interest in him, flirting with other guys, seeing him less often. Hermione was lucky that it was over, even if it did mean dealing with a sad Harry.
~*~Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush~*~
Hermione came very close to telling someone, but she knew she would get dirty looks, every female she knew would laugh at her, even they knew she didn't stand a chance. She wanted to tell Ron, but things never really went back to the way they were after they broke up, there was still tension. She also knew that Ron had a jelous streak, he would probably blame their breakup on him.
~*~You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you~*~
Harry would always be her shoulder to cry on, even if it was for simple, some what stupid things, like a bad grade on a test. After her rough breakup with Vicktor, who had become somewhat possesive over her and wanted to go further than she wanted too, she broke up with him, he started spreading rumors about her, they wouldn't stop. Harry had stuck up for her during those months, he protected her from the harsh words of their fellow school mates. He stay up with her at night in the common room, letting her cry, stroking her hair, whispering comforting words in her ear.
Yes, she had come to truly love him over the years. She had missed so many opertunites during their schooling to tell him. Tommorrow was her only chance left, maybe forever. She will tell him tommorrow. With her promise to herself fresh in her head, she drifted of into a sleep filled with dreams of a raven haired, green-eyed boy.
~*~I've got a crush...~*~
Finish
Please read/review people! thanks so much!
A/N: this is my second sonfic! Please review and be honest!
Hermione Granger checked her trunk one last time to see if she had forgotten anything. Seeing that she didn't she flopped down on her bed and and looked at the picture on the nightstand next to her, this picture was always the last thing to be packed. It was a picture of Her and Harry, over the summer before their 5th year, that picture always made her smile, they looked so happy there, sitting under the shade of a willow tree. Now there would probaly be less and less of those days, they were graduating school tommorrow, and quite frankly Hermione didn't have a clue of what would become of her. She used to have her whole life planned out, everything to the littlist detail, but now her whole plan was useless. Why? Because Harry wasn't in her life. She closed her eyes and let the memories flash before her eyes.
~*~You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did~*~
Hermione always had a fear of heights, way before Hogwarts she was terrified of flying in airplanes, it was now magnified a million times sice she learned that the favored sport was played on brooms at death defying heights and speeds. She remembered when she had a fling with one of her friends, Ron Weasley,he had proved to be quite a good keeper, and in 5th year replaced Oliver Wood. He hgad claimed he had a 'Suprise' for her one spring night, and dragged her out to the Quidditch Pitch, blind folded, and before she knew it she was flying high above the school, that was when their 'relashionship' ended.
Harry wasn't like that though, he knew that she didn't like flying at all, sure once in a while he would ask her if she wasn't to go for a short ride after a game, but she always declined. Part of her wanted though to get on that broom and sail high above the high the clouds, that would be her only way to spend time alone with Harry.
~*~Everybody wants you, everybody loves you~*~
Hermione had become used to fighting her way through girls to get to Harry, he had become quite handsome over the years, he was definatly not the scared awkward boy he was 7 years ago when she first met him on the train. When the rumors that she and Harry were together back in her 4th year, she could see jelous looks from the whole female population.
~*~I know i should tell you how i feel
I wish everyone would disappear~*~
She thought that that would be the best time to tell him that she liked him, if the whole school already thought that they were together, it wouldn't come as much as a shock to them. But she never found the time to talk to him in private. She was either studying for exams, hanging out with Harry and Ron, or Harry was to busy worrying about the triwizard tournament. All that bottled up emotion made her do crazy things, like starting S. P. E. W., an give Harry a kiss on the last day of school at the train station.
~*~Every time time you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say
Ooh, I got a crush on you~*~
Those few times when she did find herself alone with Harry, she acted strange, she couldn't stop smiling, giggling, or blushing. She became angry with herself, it was just Harry, she had to keep telling herself. Sometimes, during the nights that they both couldn't sleep they would take the invisibilty cloak, and go to the Astronomey Tower, to watch the stars.
~*~I hope you feel the way that i do~*~
There were few, seldom times when she felt ready to tell him this, but she was terrified of what his reaction would be. Would he be shocked, to much to say anything? Maybe he wouldrun out of the room, never to speak to her again. That really scared her, she couldn't lose her best friend all because of some feelings that she felt. But then again, she dreamed, she hoped, she prayed, that he would take her up in his arms and kiss her, promising that they would always be toghether, loving eachother, forever.
~*~I get a rush
When I'm with you~*~
There were few times when she wondered if he had the same feelings about her as she did with him. During their trips to Hogsmede, he often held her hand, rubbing his thumb gently across the back of her hand in a smothing motion. But he was always sending mixed signals to her. She couldn't get her hopes up to high before she saw him staring at another girl. It didn't exactly boost her ego to much.
~*~Ooh, I've got a crush on you
You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you~*~
Hermione would always be there for Harry. Who else would he talk to when he needed someone to listen. Ron? No, he was always cracking jokes and playing tricks on fellow classmates, he had become quite like his older twin brothers over the years. Ginny? She was to busy checking him out to listen to a word he was saying. So ultimatly, it was her who Harry could confide in. He knew her as Calm, cool, and collected. He was bravery and she was his reason. She was the only one that Harry could feel that he could trust. She thanked god every day that she was that to him, if only she could be more.
~*~And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way~*~
Sometimes she didn't want to listen to what Harry had to say though. Back in 6th year Harry went out with his long time crush, Cho Chang. He rarley spent any time with her then, he was always out walking on the grounds with her, eating with her, studying with her. It broke Hermion each time she saw them together. She and Harry would stay up late during the nights, talking about his day with Cho, he would tell her everything, from what they talked about, what they had in common, to when they made out, and how far they went with eachother (with wasn't very far, much to her delight). That ended after 5 months, Cho had seemed to lose interest in him, flirting with other guys, seeing him less often. Hermione was lucky that it was over, even if it did mean dealing with a sad Harry.
~*~Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush~*~
Hermione came very close to telling someone, but she knew she would get dirty looks, every female she knew would laugh at her, even they knew she didn't stand a chance. She wanted to tell Ron, but things never really went back to the way they were after they broke up, there was still tension. She also knew that Ron had a jelous streak, he would probably blame their breakup on him.
~*~You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you~*~
Harry would always be her shoulder to cry on, even if it was for simple, some what stupid things, like a bad grade on a test. After her rough breakup with Vicktor, who had become somewhat possesive over her and wanted to go further than she wanted too, she broke up with him, he started spreading rumors about her, they wouldn't stop. Harry had stuck up for her during those months, he protected her from the harsh words of their fellow school mates. He stay up with her at night in the common room, letting her cry, stroking her hair, whispering comforting words in her ear.
Yes, she had come to truly love him over the years. She had missed so many opertunites during their schooling to tell him. Tommorrow was her only chance left, maybe forever. She will tell him tommorrow. With her promise to herself fresh in her head, she drifted of into a sleep filled with dreams of a raven haired, green-eyed boy.
~*~I've got a crush...~*~
Finish
Please read/review people! thanks so much!
