In the beginning there was only fear;
You let the violence take control over your entire body.
Then there was only hate;
You let the violence control your mind and I felt the pain more than you did.
After the hate came doubt.;
I did no tknow if I could trust you, and I still doubt if I can.
The doubt moved away and let in a feeling I still don't understand. It's weird but I hope it will not leave as fast as the rest. This feeling is good, just like you are, at least in my eyes. It's is a piece of you that you cannot show because I have it. a piece you can only give me.
Fear, hate and doubt were still walking between me and the wall. And every time when it hit me, I could feel it once again.
But then that last feeling came, and it made the wall crash in a violent way. Now fear, hate and doubt ran off, miles away, never even looking back. And this new feeling built another wall. A wall where you and I rest in. This feeling holding us together.
Never let me go, because, I'll never let you go. Never let this feeling go either, because I won't let go of it.
Thank you for giving me that piece.
Thank you for being you.
Thank you for everything.
Thank you, Kanou-san.
