Secrets
Chapter 1
The days have been long, I cant shake this feeling that something's wrong. Patch hasn't been around, with our supposed mortal enemy and dating status, well not many people in our world like us. He is now one of the leaders of the fallen angels for defeating The Black hand A.K.A Hank Millar. With his new status, and mine I never see him now and its getting harder. And when we are together hes always distracted, or it just doesn't feel like he cares. Its Breaking my heart, but the part that scares me is that I have a secret, and it doesn't feel right telling him until I know he is going to be there for me. And I cant do this alone.
The alarm rang in my room and sprung up disappointed, I've been praying patch would appear in my dreams all week but nothing. Its been almost 2 weeks sense I've last seen him. I sighed and swung my legs out of bed. I went to the bathroom, peeled off my cloths and hopped in the shower. I scrubbed my hair with my lavender shampoo and the familiar scent soothed me. I turned off the water and grabbed a towel. With one wrapped around her damp hair and another around her body she padded to her room, she headed to her closet to find an outfit, she pulled on black skinny jeans, and her lavender satin camisole tank top, with some leather knee high boots. She walked back to the bathroom to but on a sweep of mascara, and eyeliner. She coated her lips with a slight rosy gloss. She dried her wet hair and let it hang loose. She headed downstairs to make breakfast.
She warmed oatmeal and hunted for her keys. She drove a new Black BMW Convertible now. Once Hank died, it all came out he was her dad, and well she got half of the money he left behind, which was a lot, Marcie got the other half, like she deserved it but whatever. She ate breakfast quickly grabbed her jacket and bag and headed out the door.
When she got in the car she cranked up the radio and the heater and hit the gas. It only took her ten minutes to get to school now. She parked, and hopped out scanning the lot for Vee's Neon. She spotted it grabbed her stuff and locked her car.
She could hear Vee's music as she walked up. She smacked her hand against the window, Vee's head snapped up.
"Yo babe, You scared me." Said vee
"Were gunna be late come on" said Nora
Vee sighed dramatically and shut off her car and hopped out.
"Looking good babe" said vee
"Look at you! Did you buy a new shirt?" asked nora
"Moms credit card" Said vee flashing a smile. Nora laughed and they headed to class. As they were walking her phone buzzed. She pulled it out, and saw an unknown number calling her. Was it her mom?
"Ill meet you later I gotta take this" Said nora
"Later babe" said vee as she sashayed away
Nora flipped open her phone " Hello?"
"Angel, You there?" Said patch's familiar voice
"Patch? You get a new number?" asked Nora
"Yes. Go back to your car ill meet you by it" then the call ended
Nora sighed, how was she supposed to trust him with her secret when he just did stuff like this. She had to wonder did he even miss her when he was gone all this time? I mean 2 weeks, and all she gets is a hi and meet me here. He was always saying how much he loved her and missed her before she became a Nephil but now it was like she was on the sidelines. She walked towards her car. When she was almost there she saw him leaning lazily against the car. He was staring down at his phone texting. She sighed and stood in front of him waiting for him to look up. She thought about swinging her arms in front of his face, but at this point he probably wouldn't have noticed. She sighed
He raised his eyes " Hi" then looked back down and finished the message
She felt like she wanted to cry, its been 2 weeks and he doesn't even look at her like hes interested any more. He wont even get off the dam phone. She could feel her eyes getting wet. All she wanted was for him to hold her in his arms, where she always felt safe. But he wasn't even looking at her.
"Wow" said nora she crossed her arms over her chest
" Huh?" asked patch his eyes still on the phone
God could he forget the dam phone for just one second. He had never been this rude to her before.
"If you don't want to be here Patch then don't come, I haven't seen you in 2 weeks not even a text, which is surprising since your so absorbed in your phone that you cant even look at me." Said Nora
"Angel," said patch finally looking up
Now he has officially said 3 words, after her standing out here in the cold for 20 minutes and missing class. Maybe it was the emotions shes been having but she couldn't take it anymore. She pushed past him towards the drivers door. She hopped in and locked the door. She stared the car and started to back out. Patch was knocking on the window,
"Nora, what are you doing?"
She turned up the radio and peeled out of the parking lot. She raced down the road to the farm house. She looked in her rearview mirror and saw his black jeep commander behind her
"Ugh" she shouted.
She parked on the curb, grabbed her bag and jumped out of the car. She half ran inside and locked the door behind her. Patch knocked lightly on the door
"Angel, why are you mad. Open the door"
Another knock
"angel?"
Nora let her back slide down the door and sat against it with her knees pulled up to her chest. She placed her head in her hands and cried. Why couldn't things be the way they were. She didn't know how long she sat there and cried. She got up and grabbed her
phone. There was 5 texts and 2 missed calls from Vee. And one text from patch
Angel, im not going anywhere. Let me inside we need to talk- Patch
She ignored it, she looked through vees messages
Yo, where are you?
BABE?
HELLOOOOO? If you dont answer I will show up at your door,
Nora sighed and text Vee back
Sorry Vee, I went home. Not feeling well. Ill call you soon
She set her phone down and went upstairs to her bedroom. When did it get so dark? She must have been crying longer than she thought. She went to her dresser and pulled out her pink flannel pajama shorts and put on a tank top. She pulled on some fuzzy slippers and headed back downstairs for a snack. She froze, Patch was leaning against the counter with a bag of Chinese take-out from her favorite place. Dam he was good.
But she was still mad at him. And she didn't want to talk to him, two could play this silent game. She walked towards him, he held his arms open for her, she ducked under them grabbed the bag of food. She turned back around and headed towards the stairs, she looked over her shoulder at him, he was still standing there in the same position, his face shocked. She started walking up the stairs when strong arms gripped her waist and pulled her back.
"Let go" said nora
"Not a chance" he said and pulled her towards the kitchen he grabbed the food and placed it on the counter. He pulled her so her back was against the counter island and he was standing infront of her.
"Whats wrong?" asked patch
She shook her head and turned her face away. Okay yes it was childish but she couldn't look into his eyes. She would loose, and she had to stay strong,
"Angel." He breathed his face even closer then before. She could feel his hot breath. Not yet she had to be strong.
"No" she pushed him back and slid up onto the counter .she stood up and held onto the light fixture for balance. Her head almost touched the roof
"Nora, get down your going to hurt yourself" he grabbed her ankle. She shook his hand off
"Im immortal" she said with as much sarcasm as she could pack into 2 words and pointed a glare at him
"Will you at least tell me why your mad" he asked
"Well your so smart take a guess" said Nora
"nora" he sighed frustrated
"no " she said stubbornly
Patch sighed "Come down and lets talk please" he looked up at her with his dark eyes pleading. she crossed her arms
"please? come on nora" he asked
She sighed and started getting down. He held out his hand. He gripped her hips and lifted her, but he didn't set her down, he pulled her against his chest and his arms wrapped around her. all her resistance melted away, Her head snuggled to his chest and she breathed in his fresh scent, he always smelled so amazing you couldn't describe it, almost like fresh cut grass or sunshine. She always felt so safe in his arms. She loved him so much but she was still mad. How could he treat her so coldly. She missed him, and he barely acknowledged her. She thought she would have been out of tears but she was wrong she felt them slipping down her cheeks,
Patch pulled back to look at her, "Nora," his thumb ran gently against her cheek whipping away the tears. His hand stayed there holding her face, while the other hand was around her pack. "Please tell me" he asked
"Its been 2 weeks Patch. And… nothing. Not a call or a text. I've missed you terribly and I finally hear from you an... and….." she tried talking but she kept sobbing
"Angel, shhh its ok" said patch pulling her to him again holding her tight
"No," said nora her voice returning "Its not okay, 2 weeks Patch! I tried calling you all the time, hoping to see you even in my dreams. But nothing at all. And when I finally see you, you ignore me and don't talk. How is it I have tried and tried to contact you but you never even messaged me or cared to even try to get a hold of me? Did you care ? did you even miss me at all?"
He pulled back and looked her in the eyes "How could you even ask that? Of course I cared, did you think I was just driving around those past 2 weeks playing pool and making bets? No I wasn't. Im the new leader of the fallen angels Nora, do you know how badly they all want to go to war and try to destroy Nephilim, you? Ive been busy trying to stop this war."
"And you think I haven't? ive been at meeting all the time and always on the phone trying and trying to get my Nephilim people to reconsider their choices, Im completely in over my head," she said exhasperated "And to top it all off I might be pr…" dam it, didn't mean to say that.
"What?" asked patch his eyes wide
"Nothing"
"Nora!"
"Just leave it patch it was nothing okay, just preventing war stuff alright that's it. And you, why didn't you call?" said nora
"I tried love, believe me I did" said patch his voice softer "I Lost my phone, and I wasn't exactly near a phone store to get a new one. I just got this one yesterday." Said patch
"I missed you" said nora
" I Love You Angel, and I wont stay away that long again I promise."
He gripped her hips and lifted her onto the counter. He stood in front of her, his hand brushed away a strand of hair from her face while the other lay possessively on her thigh, he pressed his lips to hers. Softly at first then they grew fierce, her arms held in his hair gripping it tightly. While his tongue slipped In her mouth. The moaned and his mouth moved down her neck behind her ear planting kisses, teasing her. She pulled his mouth back to hers and kissed him passionately trying to fit 2 weeks of kisses into this one single kiss. They both broke away gasping for air, he sighed leaned in and kissed her for head, then her stomach growled.
He chuckled and pulled her off the counter. He grabbed the food and pulled her hand towards the table. They sat next to each other and ate
Nora lay in her bed after patch left to get some cloths, he promised to be back in an hour and that he would stay with her tonight since her mom would be gone for a while. She couldn't believe she almost told him. She wasn't ready to tell him she was pregnant. She was supposed to go to the doctor after school today to get another ultrasound but that didn't work out. She sighed how would she tell him he was going to have a daughter? She pulled the first ultrasound picture out from her dresser and stared at her baby, she was so tiny, she sat on the edge of the bed and stared at the picture
"When were you going to tell me Nora?" a voice behind her made her jump, she turned around and looked into the eyes of Patch
A/N: Hey guys, I wrote this story because I love the hush hush story and I wanted toad a little twist of my own, well I hope you like it so far. If you have any opinions please leave a comment letting me know what you thing of mi writing. Ill try to type up another chapter tomorrow or Saturday, thanks so much for reading
