Alright, so this is my new story. I know I told most of you that I wouldn't start until I had finished 'A Miracle' but I have so many ideas for this and can't wait.
So this is the full sneak-peek.
Bella Swan moved away from Forks in 7th grade because of a boy who made her life hell. Over the course of years, she's matured into a bad ass and has done things her parents are ashamed of. After the final straw with her mother, she's forced to move back to Forks in the house her father left for her after he died. Now that she's 18 and grown-up, living alone but having to go to school, will she be able to get through the day knowing she will see what changed her everyday?
Chapter 1
I could feel the high off the weed I was smoking take effect. It was nice to be numb, not be able to give a care in the world. I was happy with James and his buddies right now because they helped me grow up and realise what a retarded world we live in is. I looked up to the sky and sighed. What I would give to see Renee's face when she realises I snuck out again.
Renee was my mom. My bitch mom who only cared about her precious little angel, Jane. Also known as my 4-year-old stepsister. Her and Phil and devil child made the perfect family. It made me sick really. I had been living in Forks with Charlie when the 'incident' happened. Ever since, I've moved to Phoenix to live with my mom. It wasn't pretty at first, I started not eating and then cutting myself to forget the pain but that didn't work. I still do sometimes but I mostly escape with James and Laurent to get high off our asses.
James and Laurent. They were what got me through the day. We would jack some money from somewhere; spend on our selves and then on alcohol and drugs. James was 20 years old; he was a school drop out and decided to live this life. Laurent is 18 and decided not to go to college. They both get me my fix for the day and I usually sneak out of the house to get stoned like right now.
You might be thinking, why would you do this? Well here's my story. When I was in elementary, there was a group of people that bullied me. They were the Cullen Gang. They teased me endlessly about being fat, calling me Jelly Belly or making fun of my glasses by knocking me down and picking them up as well as managing to break them. They would follow me around and push me to the floor or laugh excessively at my clumsiness. Then there was middle school. Joy. They would fill my locker with buckets of paint, or worms, anything really and laugh at me when they would get dumped on me. During lunchtime, they would steal my food just to throw it at my face yelling 'FAT ASS' every time. The worst was gym class, Edward Cullen would purposely throw balls or rackets or sticks at me resulting injuries. In the beginning I would cry and they would tease me endlessly about it afterwards. I stop once I realised it could help me. But what finally got me angry was the incident of February 5th. I was in gym class and this time we were playing volleyball. Of course the coach decides to put me in the middle against Edward Cullen's team. It wasn't really a surprise when Cullen smashed the ball in my direction resulting in another pair of broken glasses, a piece of glass being stuck in my skin close to my eye and 4 stitches. But what happened when I was walking back to my locker after school was the last straw. I was walking down a hallway when I heard him speaking with Emmett Cullen, his brother.
Flashback:
End flashback.
I
was walking down the south hallway towards the 7th
grade hallway when I overheard to people laughing. I stopped walking
when I realised who they were. Edward and Emmett Cullen.
''Did
you see what I did to her? She's going to have a messed up face for
a while. She'll be even more ugly!'' Edward said in between
laughs.
''I know man. You got her good. Plus, she'll get
even fatter when everyone makes fun of her because she'll eat too
much comfort food. She's so fat too. She'll be alone one day.''
Emmett said.
''Most likely, or she'll become a prostitute
because she'll want attention. I heard from Crowley that she gave
Newton a blowjob! What a whore!'' They were full on laughing
about me and I had had enough. I was crying by now and started
running down the hallway, away from them. Because of my clumsiness, I
tripped and smacked my head on the tiled floor, opening up my
stitches. I looked up from where I lay, bleeding, to where I ran from
to see two green eyes starring sadly back at mine. I got up and
started running again, my tears mixing with the blood from my
cut.
I had just finished my
bottle of Jack and told the boys I was leaving.
''C'mon
Bells, you can take a little more!'' I smiled.
''Yea
James. If I take any fucking more, I'll piss myself and Laurent
will get scared for life.'' Laurent raised an eyebrow and pointed
to the scare that he glass had left to the top right of my cheek. I
laughed and walked to Renee's Audi, it wasn't the best of cars
but I wasn't going to use mine.
I turned on the car on and
pulled out onto the street. I turned on the radio and turned around
to grab my ipod. My vision started blurring and I rubbed my eyes.
Once I reached my ipod, I turned back around to be met by headlights;
I grabbed the wheel and swerved out of the way but ran into a tree.
''FUCK!'' I climbed out of the car and kicked the wheel.
I looked around and sighed pulling out my cell phone. I dialled
Renee's number and heard her pick up on the 4th
ring.
''Hey mom.'' She sighed.
''Bella! WHERE THE
HELL ARE YOU? WHAT ARE YOU DOING? Wait! Better question, what did you
do?'' I laughed and kicked the car tire.
''Oh, Renee calm
down! All I did was run your car into a tree by accident. Geez''
She gasped.
''You're high aren't you? What's wrong with
you Bella? I'm coming by right now.''
''Okay, Big Mama.
You do that.''
''BELLA? I can't believe you. I've had
enough. You know what. You're no longer accepted to our house. I
want you to move to Forks in the morning. I can't take this
anymore. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?''
''Shhhh, grumpy. You'll
wake up the other fucking 6 dwarves.'' I laughed.
''That's
it Bella. You're going to Forks tomorrow.'' She hung up.
I
had sat down and sobered up enough to realise what she had said and
couldn't help but take it out on the car.
