Alright, so this is my new story. I know I told most of you that I wouldn't start until I had finished 'A Miracle' but I have so many ideas for this and can't wait.

So this is the full sneak-peek.

Bella Swan moved away from Forks in 7th grade because of a boy who made her life hell. Over the course of years, she's matured into a bad ass and has done things her parents are ashamed of. After the final straw with her mother, she's forced to move back to Forks in the house her father left for her after he died. Now that she's 18 and grown-up, living alone but having to go to school, will she be able to get through the day knowing she will see what changed her everyday?

Chapter 1

I could feel the high off the weed I was smoking take effect. It was nice to be numb, not be able to give a care in the world. I was happy with James and his buddies right now because they helped me grow up and realise what a retarded world we live in is. I looked up to the sky and sighed. What I would give to see Renee's face when she realises I snuck out again.

Renee was my mom. My bitch mom who only cared about her precious little angel, Jane. Also known as my 4-year-old stepsister. Her and Phil and devil child made the perfect family. It made me sick really. I had been living in Forks with Charlie when the 'incident' happened. Ever since, I've moved to Phoenix to live with my mom. It wasn't pretty at first, I started not eating and then cutting myself to forget the pain but that didn't work. I still do sometimes but I mostly escape with James and Laurent to get high off our asses.

James and Laurent. They were what got me through the day. We would jack some money from somewhere; spend on our selves and then on alcohol and drugs. James was 20 years old; he was a school drop out and decided to live this life. Laurent is 18 and decided not to go to college. They both get me my fix for the day and I usually sneak out of the house to get stoned like right now.

You might be thinking, why would you do this? Well here's my story. When I was in elementary, there was a group of people that bullied me. They were the Cullen Gang. They teased me endlessly about being fat, calling me Jelly Belly or making fun of my glasses by knocking me down and picking them up as well as managing to break them. They would follow me around and push me to the floor or laugh excessively at my clumsiness. Then there was middle school. Joy. They would fill my locker with buckets of paint, or worms, anything really and laugh at me when they would get dumped on me. During lunchtime, they would steal my food just to throw it at my face yelling 'FAT ASS' every time. The worst was gym class, Edward Cullen would purposely throw balls or rackets or sticks at me resulting injuries. In the beginning I would cry and they would tease me endlessly about it afterwards. I stop once I realised it could help me. But what finally got me angry was the incident of February 5th. I was in gym class and this time we were playing volleyball. Of course the coach decides to put me in the middle against Edward Cullen's team. It wasn't really a surprise when Cullen smashed the ball in my direction resulting in another pair of broken glasses, a piece of glass being stuck in my skin close to my eye and 4 stitches. But what happened when I was walking back to my locker after school was the last straw. I was walking down a hallway when I heard him speaking with Emmett Cullen, his brother.

Flashback:


I was walking down the south hallway towards the 7
th grade hallway when I overheard to people laughing. I stopped walking when I realised who they were. Edward and Emmett Cullen.
''Did you see what I did to her? She's going to have a messed up face for a while. She'll be even more ugly!'' Edward said in between laughs.
''I know man. You got her good. Plus, she'll get even fatter when everyone makes fun of her because she'll eat too much comfort food. She's so fat too. She'll be alone one day.'' Emmett said.
''Most likely, or she'll become a prostitute because she'll want attention. I heard from Crowley that she gave Newton a blowjob! What a whore!'' They were full on laughing about me and I had had enough. I was crying by now and started running down the hallway, away from them. Because of my clumsiness, I tripped and smacked my head on the tiled floor, opening up my stitches. I looked up from where I lay, bleeding, to where I ran from to see two green eyes starring sadly back at mine. I got up and started running again, my tears mixing with the blood from my cut.

End flashback.

The second I got home I told Charlie that I wanted to move, that I had enough of Forks. He agreed pretty easily. Once I moved to Phoenix, I stopped eating and started cutting. I have exactly 32 cuts on my right arm and 26 on the left. Renee signed me up to gymnastics because she thought it would distract me, it helped my grace a lot more and built muscle. My coach had told me that I could've gone to nationals if I hadn't started drugs but hey, life isn't fair. I had snuck out one night and ran into James and Laurent, they offered me alcohol and a couple hits and I agreed because I was tired of all the bull shit. I started hanging out with them a little more. I did a little cocaine one night and accidentally got a tattoo. I actually liked it, so I got a couple more. Renee got pissed off and told me that I wasn't setting a good example for Jane and I told her to fuck off. Things started getting worst after Charlie died, I started giving out attitude in class. I got in a fist fight with a chick because she called me a slut. I started playing pranks around the school, like placing glue on all the teachers chairs and graffiti the cafeteria wall. I got to know the principal by first name. Terrance never knew what hit him, especially when I started dressing better..I had actually achieve style. I had also gotten into cars lately and started purchasing old models and fixing them up. I placed them into Charlie's 7 car garage in Forks.

I had just finished my bottle of Jack and told the boys I was leaving.
''C'mon Bells, you can take a little more!'' I smiled.
''Yea James. If I take any fucking more, I'll piss myself and Laurent will get scared for life.'' Laurent raised an eyebrow and pointed to the scare that he glass had left to the top right of my cheek. I laughed and walked to Renee's Audi, it wasn't the best of cars but I wasn't going to use mine.

I turned on the car on and pulled out onto the street. I turned on the radio and turned around to grab my ipod. My vision started blurring and I rubbed my eyes. Once I reached my ipod, I turned back around to be met by headlights; I grabbed the wheel and swerved out of the way but ran into a tree.
''FUCK!'' I climbed out of the car and kicked the wheel. I looked around and sighed pulling out my cell phone. I dialled Renee's number and heard her pick up on the 4th ring.
''Hey mom.'' She sighed.
''Bella! WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU? WHAT ARE YOU DOING? Wait! Better question, what did you do?'' I laughed and kicked the car tire.
''Oh, Renee calm down! All I did was run your car into a tree by accident. Geez'' She gasped.
''You're high aren't you? What's wrong with you Bella? I'm coming by right now.''
''Okay, Big Mama. You do that.''
''BELLA? I can't believe you. I've had enough. You know what. You're no longer accepted to our house. I want you to move to Forks in the morning. I can't take this anymore. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?''
''Shhhh, grumpy. You'll wake up the other fucking 6 dwarves.'' I laughed.
''That's it Bella. You're going to Forks tomorrow.'' She hung up.

I had sat down and sobered up enough to realise what she had said and couldn't help but take it out on the car.