WARNING YAOI, NO FLAMES AND PLEASE REVIEW! I don't own Fruit Baskets!

~Dream Land~

"Ngh!... Uh.. huh..!"

"S-stop p-p-please!"

"Shut up Bitch!"

~Reality~

I bolted upright, fighting for air, heart racing frantically. I gasp for breathe just because of my damn reoccuring nightmare! It's been four days ago, the night that causes my suffering. I haven't told a soul, never wil. I can feel the hot salty tears streaming down my face. At that moment I realize the sun shinning in through the near by window. It's Saturday, so I don't have to worry about the time. Usually I'm up already, jogging, but not anymore. Everytime I pass an alley way, I grow nervous and hyperventalate. I feel like someone placed me in a horror film.

Might as well go downstairs, I exit my room, smelling Tohru cooking breakfast. I would eat, but I haven't had an appetite since that day. Everytime I eat, the taste of him intrudes my taste buds. I haven't eaten in three days and I can definetely feel my energy dwindling. I sit on the floor, staring at the screen door. Memories, I try to supress, keep flooding my mind. I need a distraction, badly. Lukily one walks through the dooor, sliding it shut after him, Yuki. Thanking who ever is up there, they began to fight, Yuki pinning me as always.

~"Stop struggling whore, it's useless, just like you!"~

"No!" I pushed Yuki off me with newfound strength. My eyes are wide with fear, and heart thumping repeatingly. I give him one good, unsuspected, punch to the face before I realize that I'm safe. I choke back the tears and sprint to my usual place on the roof.

I feel as if walls are closing in around me, suffocating me. I can't take the pain anymore. I can feel my soul, torturingly, being ripped apart. How come I didn't fight back? Why didn't I run, leave, scream, anything?! No, I didn't , I just let him ravish my body, taking what I could never get back. I can feel the depths of my soul being tormented, everytime I close my eyes. The roof is peaceful, I would hate to ruin it. Yet, the pain overpowers it, just like him to me, so I jump. I regret having to pass my curse on to another. I jump leaving the world behind me...

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