DISCLAIMER: YOU WISH I OWNED IT! Actually, so do I.

A/N: I'm back for today at least. After Final Exams, I will be back at least 3 times a week. Reason being my lessons this summer maybe strenuous. I'm taking tennis, and a few music lessons as well. I also may have tennis games, or something else that comes up regarding tennis. Also, I have to play my sax all summer because of band. AND MY GUITAR, BECAUSE I'M IN A BAND.

~Honestly, some of us never get breaks.

For everyone else, there's Mastercard.

(Dry humor)

LAUGH DAMMIT!


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In a strange, but yet powerful sensation,

I had known that he wouldn't be true.

How could anything be that perfect?

Because reality bites.

I must've been gullible,

or just really dumbfounded, or something.

I don't even know what I had been thinking.

Some family support I am.

Still, we were kids;

and so we had make dumb decisions that none of us could keep.

I don't know what made me do it, r even why we went through with it.

I'm surprised that he didn't just stop me at "I'.

I was a moron for continuing a conversation that was never my responsibility to begin with.

I should have never tried to fix him.

Cloud had made a promise to me,

the night before he had joined Soldier,

that he would always protect me, at all costs.

Some promise.

I remember that it was exactly a week ago;

I had woken up in cold sweat,

And I was all alone.

What kind of man leaves his family behind to deal with his personal problems by himself?

I could have helped him.

I could have saved him.

I could have held him and told him that everything would be okay.

But instead I am in a pitch-black room,

crying my eyes out,

Attempting to pick up the pieces of my devastated life.

What did I ever see in him?


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I don't quit eknow if these will ever end. I may just keep writing them until I forget this site's existence. Yes, I'm like that.

If you've ever watched Forrest Gump, you can compared Tifa to Cloud like Jenny and Forrest. Run Forrest, Run!

I wrote this when I was sitting in Music class, bored out of my skull, and watching West Side Story. I hate that musical.

~Dirge