DISCLAIMER: YOU WISH I OWNED IT! Actually, so do I.
A/N: I'm back for today at least. After Final Exams, I will be back at least 3 times a week. Reason being my lessons this summer maybe strenuous. I'm taking tennis, and a few music lessons as well. I also may have tennis games, or something else that comes up regarding tennis. Also, I have to play my sax all summer because of band. AND MY GUITAR, BECAUSE I'M IN A BAND.
~Honestly, some of us never get breaks.
For everyone else, there's Mastercard.
(Dry humor)
LAUGH DAMMIT!
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In a strange, but yet powerful sensation,
I had known that he wouldn't be true.
How could anything be that perfect?
Because reality bites.
I must've been gullible,
or just really dumbfounded, or something.
I don't even know what I had been thinking.
Some family support I am.
Still, we were kids;
and so we had make dumb decisions that none of us could keep.
I don't know what made me do it, r even why we went through with it.
I'm surprised that he didn't just stop me at "I'.
I was a moron for continuing a conversation that was never my responsibility to begin with.
I should have never tried to fix him.
Cloud had made a promise to me,
the night before he had joined Soldier,
that he would always protect me, at all costs.
Some promise.
I remember that it was exactly a week ago;
I had woken up in cold sweat,
And I was all alone.
What kind of man leaves his family behind to deal with his personal problems by himself?
I could have helped him.
I could have saved him.
I could have held him and told him that everything would be okay.
But instead I am in a pitch-black room,
crying my eyes out,
Attempting to pick up the pieces of my devastated life.
What did I ever see in him?
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I don't quit eknow if these will ever end. I may just keep writing them until I forget this site's existence. Yes, I'm like that.
If you've ever watched Forrest Gump, you can compared Tifa to Cloud like Jenny and Forrest. Run Forrest, Run!
I wrote this when I was sitting in Music class, bored out of my skull, and watching West Side Story. I hate that musical.
~Dirge
