I don't own CB char. I also don't own the song "Spiders" by System of a Down. That band is such a great band! Set before Spike went to go fight the sexy man with the sliver hair and sliver eyes called Vicious. *drools* hehehe sorry any who. R&R :

Dreams are made winding through her hair

"The piercing radiant moon, The storming of poor June, All the life running through her hair, "

Flashes of a distance memory came and went away from his mind's eye. He didn't went to remember her, but she was his disease, and he couldn't do anything about it even if he wanted to. He try closing his eyes, but that only made it worst. She was burn on his mind, very to be forgotten.

"Approaching guiding light, Our shallow years in fright, Dreams are made winding through my head, Through my head"

Her memory was so clear, that it felt like she was real. Or was she ever truly alive to being with? Was she just something his mind made up to past the time. Was she just a childhood friend that he made up so he wouldn't be so lonely?

"Before you know, Awake, Your lives are open wide, The V-chip gives them sight,
All the life running through her hair,"

If he wanted to, he could reach out and touch her. He could feel her smooth skin on his hand. She was everything to him, yet she was nothing. She meant a lot, but at the same time, she wasn't really alive to being with. She was everything he wanted, but she was more then that. She was more of a dream.

"The spiders all in tune, The evening of the moon, Dreams are made winding through my head, Through my head, Before you know, Awake Through my head, Before you know, "

Yes a dream…that was what she was. But he couldn't wake up for this dream. This dream was warm and comforting for him, yet at the same time he knew this dream would ruin his life and even more, kill him, but he didn't care. This dream was so real for him. He wanted to stay in this dream forever. Never to be awoken, but he knew he couldn't. He knew he had to wake up for it and face realities again. "Julia……." he whispered softly before opening his eyes.

" Before you know I will be waiting all awake, Dreams are made winding through her hair, Dreams are made winding through her hair."