My Happy Ending

By: KellyCRocker59

Let's talk this over

It's not like we're dead

Was it something I did?

Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hanging

In a city so dead

Hell that's so high

I'm such a breakable threat

I let the numbness sweep over me as he spoke.

"You don't want me anymore?" I whispered.

He nodded.

You were all the things

I thought I knew

And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

All of the memories so close to me just fade away

All this time you were pretendin'

So much for my happy ending

The tears came now, and I let myself fall. Everything went numb. I saw his retreating form for only a split second, and then he was gone. Why, why me?

You've got your dumb friends

I know what they say

They tell you I'm difficult

But so are they

But they don't know me

Do they even know you?

All the things you hide from me

All the stuff that you do

It was like I was falling, and then, it just felt like life itself was over. I clutched to your memories. Do you know that? Do you know that I cry myself to sleep, and then wake up from nightmares? Do you know the Hell that you're putting me through?

You were all the things

I thought I knew

And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

All of the memories so close to me just fade away

All this time you were pretendin'

So much for my happy ending

It has been four months. I'm getting better, but not by much. Charlie wants to send me to Phoenix to live with my mom. I convinced him to let me stay, but I don't know how long he'll last. I met Jacob Black again. He's grown, and he is very handsome. Not as much as you, but of course, you're not human. You weren't human.

It's nice to know that you were there

Thanks for actin' like you cared

And makin' me feel like I was the only one

It's nice to know we had it all

Thanks for watchin' as I fall

And letting me know we were done

Jacob and I have gotten closer and closer throughout the past few months, and I think that I love him. Is that okay? I feel guilty. Should I? Have you moved on?

He was everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

All of the memories so close to me just fade away

All this time you were pretendin'

So much for my happy ending

I almost got killed by Laurent today. I found out that Jacob is a werewolf, and he killed Laurent. But Victoria is after me now. Why aren't you here? Don't you know how hard it is to be without you? I can tell that Jacob loves me, and I want to love him back so bad. Please, just let me be free.

You were everything, everything that I wanted

We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it

All of the memories so close to me just fade away

All this time you were pretendin'

So much for my happy ending

I kissed Jacob today. Thank you for letting me go. I will never forget you, Edward, but I can't cling to memories of the past. I love Jacob so much, as much as I loved you. Thank you.